C'est la vie.

#128. Vroomz

Thursday, April 3, 2014 | 11:10:00 PM | 0 comments| add a comment

I've been seeing alot of people using dayre recently and am sooooooo tempted to jump on the bandwagon and revive the blogger in me. Then I thought like, I'm such a lazy lazy person I might or might not be able to keep up with it. LOL. I guess I still will do it just for novelty's sake, gotta get on top of all the social media huh. That's teenagers for you in 2014.

Well anyways the only people that still keep up with my blog are those whom are very close to me, and its pretty much a private one - so dayre could be an alternative to twitter and instagram. Like a cross between. Yeah ;-)

It's been a long long long while since I've updated... Geez. Looking forward to laying out my thoughts and putting them into words where I (and my dear boyf who has been religiously stalking my space here and consistently reminding me "BEEBI YOUR BLOG. STILL EMPTY.") can look back on :-) I love my boyfriend. HAHAHAHA. Qt pie.

I've missed blogging and I'm here to give it a little life. (hahahaha sad sad abandonment) It hasn't just been my blog actually - recently I slowed things down over all my social sites: Tumblr, Tw, Insta, and don't even mention Facebook LOL I don't even know whats on there anymore. Wanted to stay low for a little bit and just lead a quiet peaceful minus the internet hoo-haa life.

Now that it's the hols I've a little more time to spice things up abit! I remember saying I'll put in a little more commitment into blogging by using the app, but seriously tho, the feel is very different. Like on the app I barely get that ranty feel. I prefer typing away on a physical keyboard!

I notice I'm not so into things that I used to be, like blogging now becomes slow and uninspiring. I used to read through books from cover to cover in a day yet now I find myself renewing my books cos I don't find that drive to complete my books on time. Is this part of growing up HAHAHAHA hitting the big "2" soon it's scary. Exaggeration there.

I can safely say that I'm about halfway through holidays now? I just really wanna point out that this particular 2-month (more or less) break truly feels like one. I've been couping myself up at home, spending time catching up with old friends including the chingay girlfs & my secondary school clique - Mostly keeping those people close, if not closer to my heart. :-)

Used to busy my holidays packed morning to night either with a part-time job or to head out all the time, get involved with camp prep and all that razzle dazzle - guess not this time round.

There hasn't been much of a drama lately and when I say drama I mean friendship drama, relationship drama & family drama Thank God. Just savoring the smooth days when I get to enjoy 'em. Before the stressful periods start collapsing on me and I sure know they will come sooner or later. Just taking baby steps to learn how to prevent and repair damage. :-)

My favourite photo of us.

I believe that it isn't easy to find someone who complements you in every way, is patient enough to smooth out all the bumps in a relationship and even when we don't see eye to eye on certain matters - it definitely wont be for long cos we always work things out. Recently a close friend said she's been telling her friends about my relationship with Stanley, saying things like how its admirable how we've got such great communication. It's true, it's never a bed of roses yet all it takes is just a little more deep breaths and second chances. With him, it is so *sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo* supa damn hella worth it. There is no chance we'll be driven to a breaking point. Not a snowball's chance in hell. :-)

Had a recent staycation + been spending just lots and lots of quality time together - physically and emotionally, it does alot. Bottomline: He just makes me a very happy person and I hope I do too. :-) Every little thing he does, sharing things he sees, making time for me, telling me I look beautiful without caking on makeup, it's every little thing about him that makes me wanna hold him forever close to my heart.

You're my firework display in my darkest days, I love you Beebi Chia - Father of our soccer team children and Mi Counsellord.