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#93. We're lighting up like a flare.
Thursday, October 25, 2012 | 9:41:00 AM | 0 comments| add a comment
Heyhiho.
Ahhh it's been a few days! Starting to feel the stress of school now, I told myself I won't be late for school but I just broke my resolution yestd :-( Woke up so late I totally missed proj discussion too. Was feeling tired cause I had work the night before. Ugh work issues again.
I'm sooo annoyed. D:
I was just thinking about stuff yesterday and honestly I don't know what's holding me back from quitting the job. Honestly I'm really scared that work will take a toll on not just my studies but time spent with people like Stan and my family. I really really think that alot can happen within one month, I just don't want to take the risk..
Was supposed to work today and not yesterday, but Chu Ning was desperately looking for someone to replace her, and thank God she can replace me today because I have FML. Ugh how in the world am I supposed to come up with a schedule for the next two weeks? I can't do this on my own :(
Oh wth yesterday was really such a horrible day starting with how I was late for tutorial. Things just got worse and worse.
Was having too many bad thoughts after a tiring night at work and I texted Stan wanting to get things out but he was in such a bad mood yesterday.. I felt like giving up and going to sleep. I mean I was also getting frustrated with myself I didn't wanna bother with anything anymore.
Whatever it is I'm glad Beebz called last night to work things out. :) I felt really relieved sharing our problems, it feels as though a burden's been lifted off my shoulders just by takling about it. I should really spare a thought for him sometimes.
I love you honey, thank you. :*
Okay, off to school now. Bb :-)
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