Why so serious? Let's put a smile on your face ;)

Wow, time flies. Haven't been updating regularly. A new phase of my life had just started, polytechnic education. I must say that I really miss secondary school alot. I miss the familiar places and faces. I miss my teachers. I miss canteen food. I miss band. Sigh. It's a more independent sorta lifestyle here, I mean you've to get everything on your own even like worksheets and all that. Gotta really orientate to the environment here too. I miss my friends, I hope most of them get into NP so I can at least see them around in school.

None of my current classmates are anyone that I'd known before I've joined NP, so it's a really new class to me. At least in school when you switch classes you more or less know everyone. I've heard alot from my poly friends/seniors. They say poly people cant be trusted and all that, but i dont think its fair to think that way cos to the rest, everything around them is new too. I hope it wont be as bad for me. Surely, it is quite difficult to try and fit in to the different personalities.

We had DPA camp for 3 days and we had to split after that to our various schools. I guess poly is like that? Most of the good friends you make are only there for a short period, after that, you're on your own to find a new group of friends? I must say that I really admire those who can speak up and fit in anywhere. I should learn to open up and be more sociable :) must i have reasons pulling me back from making friends especially from the opposite gender. What should I do? It could make or break me. Sigh. I just need trust you know?

CCAs.. I want to join dragon boat! But I was telling yh the other time, what if i cant excel in it? I mean the trainings are really rigorous, and I really want to be in a cca where I feel good in, not always put down. I'm willing to train, but I dont wanna grow scary muscles :( I want to join SCC, because I dreamt of writing since I was a kid. :) I love music too. I want to join baracuda, cos I love percussion! Oh mannnnnnn.

Enough talk about school! Shall digress to CNY celebrations so far for me. :) Today's Chu Yi, meaning the first day of the lunar new year. Went to my Popo and Gugu's house. I just realised how much MORE complicated my Popo's family is. Sigh. Every CNY, surely will have quarrels. I can't help but to think, why me? Why my family? I guess everyone has their own family problems. But I really just cant comprehend why. I really prefer my dad's side's relatives, where they are warmer and friendlier.

I guess i should stop now, gotta work on my upcoming presentations. Sigh! Lots a work to do, what a holiday. :(

Cheers people.