#62. Fairytales.
Monday, November 7, 2011 | 1:35:00 AM | 0 comments| add a comment
Good endings only goes to cute little innocent girls in taiwan dramas. All the perfect coincidence, perfect families and perfect partners, how could there be such good things, such things, perhaps just too good to be true. Much less an ordinary person like me. Even through all the happy endings, it all ends when camera's are switched off. Even the bestest things that happens are only acted. Pretended. False hope.
Today I learnt at church that words without actions are pointless. 所以我还是总觉得一定要给你个交代, and not just hope that miraculously everything would be ok again and be so selfish. Get whatever you want to be done, done first. For me, just wait. I'll wait. Whenever we are ready again.
今天妈妈问起了你。我也不知道该要这么开口跟她说。其实，说了那么多，你还不是听不见。自己一个人伤透了心，也总算好过两个人吵的连最开始事情发生的什么事都忘了。一个人哭，比两个人难过还来得好。
I don't believe in fairytales. 所以我一定要忍住。不哭。I'm sure things will be better. Now is just not the right time.
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