#46. L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N.
Wednesday, September 28, 2011 | 6:45:00 PM | 0 comments| add a comment
On the bright side, I'm so satisfied with my humanities score! :D I worked so hard for it & at least got my distinctions for both papers.
On a side note, I really can't stand insensitive people who always roll eyes on my scores. Dont ask my in the first place if they are gna give me that sort of reaction. My results didn't fall from the freaking skies, and even if they meant it as a joke it's really very killjoy. I slog my guts and soul and yet feeling happy for myself is showing off. Aren't they supposed to feel happy for me instead? I'm not even trying to be insensitive :/ but that's the reason why I don't want to mention this. Sigh.
So freaking tired this few days due to late nights eating the textbook continuously. Mugging so hard for Science. Yesterday I stayed in school for PHY like God knows how many hours & the instant that I've eaten my dinner I went to mug on Chem. My total L1R4 (3A's 2B's & 2(pathetic)C's.) is still 2 pts away from my target. And I hope Science/POA can help me achieve what I want.
PROCRASTINATION IS MY BIGGEST TROUBLE. I can deal with the distractions tho'. Sigh I need motivation and don't want motivation driven by fear alone -.- I have to throw my worries aside and study smart. When I receive my Olevel score I want to say I've made it.
Will I? Seriously so afraid and having a huge lack of confidence.
One thing I must say, I really love WangPeng sitting beside me in class. She is so inspirational. And HARDWORKING!! She doesn't give up after failures and in fact work even harder and always humble herself. Whenever I have questions to ask her she will never be ANNOYED and despite the language barrier she always tries to get her message clear and ensure that I understand. That is why whenever she needs my help in maybe EL I'd be more than willing to help her. She is like my constant reminder to guilt my into studying. Sigh it all boils down to the effort she puts into studying. So what if she's a China student? It's not wired in them for them to be so driven in their work. Now I really understand that there's really no such thing as naturally PRC confirm A. It's just that getting an A2 for them compared to us is already enough to make them emo whole day.
The threshold of the battle is in about 30 days. I can do it, because I believe that hard work will reap rewards.
Cheers~
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