C: Edna.

#73. CHINESE NEW YEAR.

2012-01-23T20:26:00.002+08:00

Why so serious? Let's put a smile on your face ;)

Wow, time flies. Haven't been updating regularly. A new phase of my life had just started, polytechnic education. I must say that I really miss secondary school alot. I miss the familiar places & faces. I miss my teachers. I miss canteen food. I miss band. Sigh. It's a more independent sorta lifestyle here, I mean you've to get everything on your own even like worksheets and all that. Gotta really orientate to the environment here too. I miss my friends, I hope most of them get into NP so I can at least see them around in school.

None of my current classmates are anyone that I'd known before I've joined NP, so it's a really new class to me. At least in school when you switch classes you more or less know everyone. I've heard alot from my poly friends/seniors. They say poly people cant be trusted and all that, but i dont think its fair to think that way cos to the rest, everything around them is new too. I hope it wont be as bad for me. Surely, it is quite difficult to try and fit in to the different personalities.

We had DPA camp for 3 days and we had to split after that to our various schools. I guess poly is like that? Most of the good friends you make are only there for a short period, after that, you're on your own to find a new group of friends? I must say that I really admire those who can speak up and fit in anywhere. I should learn to open up and be more sociable :) must i have reasons pulling me back from making friends especially from the opposite gender. What should I do? It could make or break me. Sigh. I just need trust you know?

CCAs.. I want to join dragon boat! But I was telling yh the other time, what if i cant excel in it? I mean the trainings are really rigorous, and I really want to be in a cca where I feel good in, not always put down. I'm willing to train, but I dont wanna grow scary muscles :( I want to join SCC, because I dreamt of writing since I was a kid. :) I love music too. I want to join baracuda, cos I love percussion! Oh mannnnnnn.

Enough talk about school! Shall digress to CNY celebrations so far for me. :) Today's Chu Yi, meaning the first day of the lunar new year. Went to my Popo & Gugu's house. I just realised how much MORE complicated my Popo's family is. Sigh. Every CNY, surely will have quarrel. I can't help but to think, why me? Why my family? I guess everyone has their own family problems. But I really just cant comprehend why. I really prefer my dad's side's relatives, where they are warmer and friendlier.

I guess i should stop now, gotta work on my upcoming presentations. Sigh! Lots a work to do, what a holiday. :(

Cheers people.

#72. Shopping's always a girl's favourite pastime!

2011-11-22T11:51:00.005+08:00

"She's anything but typical, a sweet surprise.
No matter what, she's looking at the bright side."

David Archuleta writes the greatest songs, everrr :3 Hahaha. I wanna write a song of my own one day too. ^-^ I havent posted for a few days.. Nothing's going on. Saturday was open house, and I masterrrrrrred my part for lion king! Well, not the last part tho. I still dont get the swing part. Sigh stupid Jabez, go msia then I have to play it. Grrrr. This year's open house was not as great as i had thought of it to be, cus there werent sas many people as last year. The best thing about this year's open house - GREEN BALLOONS :D Hehheh!

I managed to get one balloon from Umbarish? Is that how his name is spelt? LOL the vibrating eyeballz fellow. He had alot anyway! So i just took one :S but then in the process of taking one balloon out, he let loose of one of his orange onez LOL. Opps...

So yearrrrps worst thing was carrying the instruments up & down, totally tiring but the highlight of every percussionist's life. LOL. My legs jellified. I only had my green balloon to cheer me up. Then Nas started to suck the helium from the balloon and made a damn funny voice. Hahahahahaha. Then KK started talking about what thing suck too much got idk what negative consequence. Lol~

Sunday I went to church, we had the appointment of Uncle Jerry & Uncle Henry as deacons. Congratulationnnnz :) Thus we had free lunch! Nasi Lemak hahahaha. I totally dread eating fried chicken in public. So hard to eat la! Like challenging only. But I got skillz so it's okay. Just break a few pairs of plastic utensils nia hahaha.

After that my dad wanted to test out his DSLR for his Israel trip w mom. So we went to Clarke quay hoping that the bright and sunny sun would not disappoint us. Halfway there the sky turned grey and then it started pouring after a few minutes of walking around. Had to take shelter at the nearest closed restaurant and wait.. and wait... and wait.. Hahah. We had to find other ways to entertain ourselves -_-...

Went around. Walked around. Went to some digital building. Boring. Ate. Went home. Sleep!

Monday was yesterday. Band from 12-3. After that went to bugis w <3 from 3+ to 630. (TOO LITTLE TIME) bought 3 blouses, 3 necklaces :D They're awesumz. Nothing much to say, I just knew when I went for chingay prac @ 7plus I'm alr dead beat. Supa tired.

Ytd's chingay practise was kinda a bummer. Seems like Jin wen aint in a good mood mannnnz, kept getting pissed. Training ended early, but then to our dismay we had a second round of lecture after Jin wen left. Shagz.

Have been going out alot. Today's time for a break. Hah~

Cheers all -less than 3-

#71. Oh goody goody.

2011-11-18T19:11:00.001+08:00

Hey yoz. I'm eating now and while chewing my food I'm finding sth productive to do. HAHAHA. Today "I don't feel like doing anythiiiing, I just wanna lay in mah bed~" I woke up like 15mins to 12pm LOL so my morning today was basically.. Yeap - gone hahaha.

Damnnnnit I never knew clearing my room could be so so so satisfying! With no school related things in sight = totally worth being covered in dust and dirt! I have so much space in my room nao ready for useless clutter to
collect again ROFL! Never seen mah study table this empty before. Totally had an awesum sense of satisfaction dumping all my stuff (k maybe not all, some I kept - but still away from my sight - for my sis.) into the bin. *does the wash-hands-off-this matter action* ;D

Yay tmr's Saturday. Greenridge open house. Goona have a blast. Other than ahem carrying instruments ahem. ^^

Cheers goody doody!! <3

Caption/*OH NO SKY IS FALLING*

#70. Bada dum dee dum.

2011-11-17T11:13:00.001+08:00

Being back with GSB was really fun tho it may be quite boring still when mr yeo's doing lil sections. Got all the scores ytd and I cant wait to hear how lion king sounds! I'll be playing mallets for that piece so I'm really eggcited. I'll be playing bass drum for most of the other pieces including pirates which I wanted to continue playing bells :( lucky (or sad for him?) Nas!

Kk kept talking about dirty stuff ytd -_- I think he's very lacking opposite gender's attraction LOL. Mingming kept drinking strawberry tea ytd making the whole band room smell like ribenas :p

Yay! We are goona get a hoodie for HK trip PEEPO! Hopefully it's naise.. :D Muahahah! It's 11 nao. I should be getting ready for band. This time round I'm goona eat properly otherwise i'd suffer in hunger like ytd again. *groans

CHEERS! <3

#69. Ohh noti noti 69. LOL.

2011-11-16T12:10:00.001+08:00

Keep smiling, :)

LOL @ the post number. Oh wellz :S Love the new layout! Suddenly got sick of the old one. First time using a navi skin. Hah! Had to re-make the tagboard. Oh doodledooz.

Idk what's with me and lilac/pinkish purple nowadays. :/ Hm. Yesterday went for a movie again, but i didnt have to pay anything thanks to <3, THANK YOU THANK THANK YOU. Watched In time, my second movie of the month. It was a real cool movie. Money is literally time, really sparked my imagination. What if one day, money IS time? I guess shopping centers would be relatively empty huh? I mentioned that it was the 2nd movie, the 1st was 23:59 a few days ago. Hm. Sobbu wants to watch paranormal but idk Clique @ church what they wanna watch or if its actually goona take place anot. Grr dont like unplanned plans. ( Used up all my sense for the layout. Hahaha. )

Goona go for band in a few hours time, havent ate or left the bed. If time was money for me, i would be a foolish spender. Sigh.

On a side note, i really cant wait for HK! The breifing got me real real reaaaaaaal eggcited :D Wee!

Alright, better go prepare to leave house nao, otherwise, I'd be late again & be labeled as Chi Dao Queen. ;)

CHEERS! <3

#68. Step back

2011-11-16T00:19:00.001+08:00

Again. K just let it work out. Don't be like that. Bear with it. Just... Ok. Can. 忍. I can do it. Haven't I? Nobody used to understand anyw. Zzzzzzz idk what I'm trying to do. Stupid stupid stupid.

#67. Speed walking. HEHE.

2011-11-12T10:17:00.001+08:00

Sup sup sup! Goona post abt ytd.

Home >> Mrt >> Orchard >> Shaw Lido for tickets >> Orchard Mrt for map to find far east >> Many underpasses >> Far east plaza >> Awesome shopping >> Back to Shaw for 23:59 >> Walk around Ion >> Dinner at BK >> Speed walking skillz >> Home sweet home :3

It all started when I open my eyes at 10+ eh. (LOOOOOL!!!) Anyways I really was woken up by a stinko SMS. So went to wash up and get ready while my mum's friends came for bible study. Was already out of the house before 12. Muahahaha. Tgt with yh, we had a long ride to Orchard. Went to look for shaw lido immediately. Due to construction works for Christmas lightings the cordoned off an area and we had to go over to the other road thru underpass. After walking a looooong way just to look for an underpass, we realized that we had missed one and walked further. Lol imagine the stairs ._. furthermore ALOT of those underpasses seem to be fixing one of the going up/down ones. Then the other one would be off. Grrr.

Anyways it was the first time i've been to shaw lido and really cannot compare with lot1. Love the red carpet! Haha. Looks like wilson's IC cannot come into use cus we watched 23:59. And I was saying ytd how lucky students near orchard are. They pay the same 6 bux and get better movie experience than us. It was the first time that I watched a movie in such a small lil theather. :3

After getting tix, we needed to head back to orchard Mrt for the map to find where's far east since we has about 2hrs before the show starts and I was really really really craving to go shopping xD finally found it after bracing through (what's that o level word for harassed? BESET BY.) rain and horrible stairs.

Far east plaza was like 2nd bugis! But I don't like it when the shops are small and the shop keepers come and talk to me. LOL. I feel obliged to buy from them LOLOLOL. First store I bought a belt, a leafy necklace & a boho bracelet just all for $10bux. Good deal, no? :p was really tempted to buy bags & wallets from there too. Cus they were really cheap! Sigh sigh I dont wanna regret x_x! Oh yeah we kinda sort of happened to meet Fel, LS & Fel's cuz @ Far east too. (whenever I think of far east I'll always be reminded if far east movement xD) so I got my green-yellow lil envelop wallet! Wee.

Actually I just remember that pink shoelaces were the first things I bought, but aaaaanywaaaays :p I also got OPI :D :D wee so eggcited to put it on! Saw really good reviews on the Internet & I helped my mum apply ytd :B teeheee. But then now I'm thinking if paying $18bux for nail polish is too much :( BUT IT'S K I MAKE EVERY DROP COUNT ROFL :D poor yh, he had to help me choose colours. Heh heh xie xie la!

That was probably the last things I got.. Didn't really spend too much. Yh promised to take me shopping again some day! Hehehe. We watched 23:59 and the starting was kinda farni cus of the conversation. But then it got scary with the mother of the lil kid coming in. The face.. :S the whole movie's about army peepo and their superstitions of the time 23:59. Yeh I dont like possessed scenes x_x!!! BUT I GOT WATCH OK! Scaryyyy.

After that we just walked around not doing anything much. Went into Rubi, F21, saw some real cute sweatshirts and shoes :3 too bad I'm afraid my mum will kill me if I get new shoes again. Haha!

Lunch @ bugerking! Photoshoot! XD nice BBQ sauces burger I had. ;) I wanna post up pics nao! :D

#66. Everyone is moving on.

2011-11-10T21:19:00.001+08:00

Alot of people have started looking for jobs. Yet I.. Sigh still not sure of what I want. Heh but I know I wanna work in F&B ley. I know I can't do sales LOL. I would try tho.

Oh yeh I wanna thank Rachel, Ming2, Kityan, & whoever else for chipping in to the birthday gift. Even tho you guys may not be reading this but I feel really happy and I love it to bits. ;D love it cos its green! & it represents all your sincerity. ^^ sigh, best things about birthdays besides the fact that you didn't actually celebrate it the way you wanted it too 8) I'm a contented girl!

Today's Chinese O's for retakers. They aren't lying, 2nd time is really much easier. Pray hard can get higher than my current score. B3 would be great. But oral.. *sigh* don't want to think about it. :( paper one was torturous cos I was in urgent need to go to the toilet to do big business. When I'm otw to schl alr I feel like gg. But then I reached just on time with yh. Must tahan 2 full hours man! At the 1&1/2 hr mark I alr feel nauseous. After the paper finally ended, i srsly hate the invigilators for taking their own sweet time in collecting the ans. I was breaking out in cold sweat. YES I KNOW IT WAS THAT BAD. LOL I know it's a stupid reason but I srs scared I faint infront of everyone if I request go toilet. Lmao.

Tomorrow's 11.11.11. Next year will be the last 12.12.12 cos there won't be a 13.13.13. Must wait until 2100 then can restart 01.01.01. Haha by then I'd be dead. XD on tmr's special date i have alr planned on going out with a special person :) goona be osm. WEEEE.

Guys, MCQ is on Monday. After that I'll partehhhhhh! Woots. Sigh, so many temptations to spend money, yet got none. I want clothes! Bags! Shoes! Hahaha I'm still a materialistic teenage girl afterall :3 hahaha maybe Edna's not sucha contented girl afterall? :p

Cheers all, have a blessed day ahead. <3

#65. YAY.

2011-11-09T17:25:00.000+08:00

When your heart tells you something is wrong, then it probably really is.

Heylo! This few days had been really hectic and just.. crazy. I'm just glad that everything is back to normal.. even better than normal I hope. Have we become stronger through it? Time would tell. But I now realise that I really am fortunate to have someone by me who'd be willing to shed tears and give up the pride in them just to ask for everything to be ok again. :) I know you know who you are. Heh heh heh... noti noti.

Ytd & today, I went back to sku to find Ms Chee for consultation. Sigh, I tell you after tmr, I wont have to deal with the chinese language ever again WEEEEEEE. Hurhurhur. This friday i got hot date HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I got nothing else to say. I can't wait for O's to be finished. Seriouslyyyyyyy.

Cheers! Keep smiling lovelies! ♥

#64. Yes we can.

2011-11-08T18:07:00.001+08:00

It's real. The saying is true.

Rainbows can only be seen after storms. I want you to be happy my friend. I will be happy too. Maybe the time is not right now. But I'm really very happy that we are mature enough to let unhappiness go and work towards happiness. I'm really glad. I can tell that you're goona be a great friend :) yes. It was difficult. But i will never regret this. We'll make the best out of this. It will work out.

Cheers :)

#63. Broken.

2011-11-08T01:12:00.001+08:00

Is this what I really want? Do I know what I want? Do you know what YOU want? Do you really understand now or are you just playing tricks on me again? I was reminded of a nightmare that I didn't tell you even when you asked. It was one of the nights before a paper. I felt so stress and helpless. The content of the dream felt so surreal, like how I imagine of you to be in the future. I never knew that you remember my blog link. I've learnt. Not goona post anything for the time being. It's defeating the purpose.

I'm not goona be afraid of nightmares. I'm a strong minded girl.

#62. Fairytales.

2011-11-07T01:35:00.001+08:00

希望越大，失望也会越大。

Good endings only goes to cute little innocent girls in taiwan dramas. All the perfect coincidence, perfect families and perfect partners, how could there be such good things, such things, perhaps just too good to be true. Much less an ordinary person like me. Even through all the happy endings, it all ends when camera's are switched off. Even the bestest things that happens are only acted. Pretended. False hope.

Today I learnt at church that words without actions are pointless. 所以我还是总觉得一定要给你个交代, and not just hope that miraculously everything would be ok again and be so selfish. Get whatever you want to be done, done first. For me, just wait. I'll wait. Whenever we are ready again.

今天妈妈问起了你。我也不知道该要这么开口跟她说。其实，说了那么多，你还不是听不见。自己一个人伤透了心，也总算好过两个人吵的连最开始事情发生的什么事都忘了。一个人哭，比两个人难过还来得好。

I don't believe in fairytales. 所以我一定要忍住。不哭。I'm sure things will be better. Now is just not the right time.

#61. Breakthrough.

2011-11-05T22:14:00.001+08:00

It never existed.

#60. I am scared, tired.

2011-11-03T19:14:00.001+08:00

Who ever that's reading this, its just goona be all of discontent. Nobody is goona force you to read, however on the other hand its online. Nobody is stopping you. Prolly just reflect with me as i thrust on to let go of my unhappiness because this method
works best for me.

I am tired in many ways. I'm tired of studying. I'm tired of worrying. I'm tired of fitting in. I'm tired of suiting myself to people's needs. I'm tired of arguments. I'm tired of being angry. I'm tired of always repeating the wrong things over and over. I'm tired of living under the same roof as my siblings. I'm tired that we are awkward. I'm tired of avoiding the issue. I'm tired of being human. I'm tired of being jealous. I'm tired of how people live in denial thinking that they're so great but idk how to let them know of how i feel.I'm tired of never knowing if I'm still acceptable. I'm tired of never mastering straight-forwardness. I'm tired of never being able to be understood. Especially you. I'm angry. I'm angry and I don't want to show it because I hope you think I dont care. I I'm angry and I held it in. I couldn't contain it. Masquerades cannot hide any of my anger. I'm angry and finally I blew. I'm angry you don't agree with they way I think. I'm angry that I think that you are insensitive. I'm angry because this isn't what I'm supposed to be feeling. I'm angry and I need time by myself. I'm angry and I want to be alone. I'm angry that you have so much ego and pride in you that for every fear and tiredness i have you'd try to resist and make me feel worse by nonsensically telling stupid irrelevant things so you'll feel better. I completely understand the fact that everyone has problems. But that is no excuse to mine being completely trivial. I'm still human. Just because others can't deal with it dosent mean I could just sit around and wait for something good to happen. Isn't that what you are for? Support? I can't feel it. I'm serious. You think I demand so much. You think that I don't know you are human too? I never treated you as someone with no feelings. I always mind my words unless I really get pushed so far to the edge/limits then I don't give a shit already. I dont want to accept anymore insincere apologies knowing another is coming. It might be sincere at that POINT in time. But sincerity fades and history repeats with newfound anger. I dont have to be the punching bag for the stress you face. Thats not what i'm for. It was difficult for me to open up. Now you take that, stepped on it and threw it in my face. I don't have to deal with more stress. I can be happy if i want to. But at the back of my mind it will still be bugging me. I'm scared. I'm scared of loneliness. I'm scared of failing in anything I do be it socially, academically. I'm scared that I'd let any one who has faith in me, down. I'm scared that I won't make it. I'm scared that I'll hurt people. I'm scared you won't understand me for what I really really want. I'm scared to let you know I don't need this.

Don't think anyone has a perfect life. Don't judge. Nobody is problem-free. Nobody is expected to deal with it perfectly. It depends on the perspections in which you look at it.
Everyone is goona die, so don't deal with life.
Or Everyone is goona die, so live life to the fullest.
I must say I that I Know. I know that brooding over something stupid is useless. I'm trying. I'm trying to make sense of everything that Is going in right now and put my finger on the root of the problem.

Yes, I agree. The world is an awful place. Indeed the society is ugly. We all suffer with silence in this pretentious world. No one is actually ever there for you. Perhaps maybe just three, if those havent given up on me. Yeah, Just me. Myself. And I.

#59. Truth

2011-10-30T18:50:00.001+08:00

How to be sure?
Probably wont even make it far.
Won't EVEN make it through poly.
Think about it.

C'mon let's just be realistic.

Ey, like that can go get animals with others from all over the world and no one bats an eye wor. :)

#58. Its crystal clear.

2011-10-27T11:12:00.001+08:00

At least friends are even more willing to wait.
Actions speak much louder than SMS alone.
It's not about hiding feelings.
It's about sharing with a close minded, hungry for arguments person.
We all know what is wanted. Can't it be just gotten over and done with.
Hate this. Ready to move on with life.

When a girl says "what?!", it's not that she didn't hear you. She's just giving you a chance to change what you've said.

#57. What now.

2011-10-26T10:49:00.001+08:00

Obviously its not trivial.
Obviously anyone wouldn't like it.
Not another quarrel again. It's enough.
Loneliness is preferred.
Insensitivity was apparent all along.
What else can be done about that.
It's useless.
Cannot change personalities.
For the hundredth time. Just cannot be bothered anymore.
Hah. Don't mind? Sure.
Things are planned.
All that can be said is just go.
Nothing can change the fact that decisions made was deliberately hidden.
No hesitation? No guilt?

It's not two different things.
Try thinking for others sometimes.
Imagine things that've went through.
Tried to put things behind.
It still bothers.
How can there still be trust after being kept in the dark?
It's crushed. Completely.
Let's just avoid extra involvement.
No one's goona care. Do whatever that pleases. Don't think about how others feel.

Maybe it's good.
Who knows what the future has in store.
Maybe certain roads won't cross path anymore.
Better now than later.
One day, here's hoping, everything can be started anew.
Maybe it's time to move on.
Maybe as time passes, soon realization will strike.
Don't come begging later.
Having destroyed trust.
Needless to bother any further towards the one with such an insensitive attitude.

Being sensible.
Trying not to be affected.
Emotions? Primary.
Through this, alot have been learnt.
Probably.
This world may be just taking it's turn to show it's beauty.
Peacefulness.
Inner. Peace.
No one would ever, truly, truly understand.

#56. In the midst of all craziness.

2011-10-25T11:10:00.001+08:00

Yes yes, I know I shouldn't be here. I should be studying. Let me just rant for awhile.

Yea, ytd was the kickstart if olevels. I couldn't sleep the night before because I was feeling so nervous. And I even had a bad dream that sort really happened. I dreamt that I couldn't finish the situational writing. My goodness, and during the actual exam I only had less than 1/2hr to pen my letter! Was panicking about the format for awhile. Then I went on and in and at the end, when there was only 15mins left I was like only in the first half -_- so the points were not well elaborated. Can't believe I took one whole HR to write my essay on "Freedom". I think it was the planning that took up my time. It's over I just hope it's not too bad.

I have a better feel for P.2. Tho I know I've already lost a mark in passage A and I probably have 1 or 2 Vocab words wrong. Other than that... So far so good.

Next is Emaths! I seriously hope I won't start freaking out cos I'm scared that I won't be able to finish the paper. Please don't let that happen... Press on Edna..

Till then I guess.

Sometimes I don't know what to do and what to say. I should probably keep my anger to myself. Makes everyone happier.

#55. Did you feel like stomping the roses?

2011-10-13T20:50:00.001+08:00

Rarrr, I'm overwhelmed by David Archuleta's cuteness :3 I feel like a new person after watching so many of his videos @ YouTube. He is so so so so x1009996271518273 inspiring!!

Still can't accept the fact that he did come to Sg BUT I WAS AWAY @ CAMBODIA! Those lucky screaming fans at iLuma shopping ctr, I wish I was one of them! :( his smile is so captivating.. And I tell YOOOOOUUUUUU.. His eyes, his eyes make the stars look like they're not shining! LOLLL. DAVID ARCHULETA COME TO SINGAPORE AGAINNNN :(

Anyways he mentioned in one of his vlogs that he liked SG cus of the humidity and that it's good for his voice, the 'perfect weather'! That's so sweet right. It's like he feels obliged to say something nice about every country that he tours to up to the extent that he mentions little things like the rain etc.. Lol he's not like me i HATE RAIN. Unless its at night when i snuggle into my warm blanket then thats an exception :p

And I found out that his birthday is on the 28th Dec! That's a thee days post Christmas birthday! Awww.

Oh yes! That book 'Chords of strength' below, I'm goona save up money to get that! I've been eyeing it in popular for a really long long longlonglong time already.. And today just listening to how much efforts he put into that book, I'm so getting it to support him in what he's doing! ( Don't get me wrong, I'm not goona evolve into like a Kpop hardcore fan. I know my limits LOL.)

Anyways enough of him! Todaaaaaaay I did chemistry chemistry and more chemistry. Totally master organic chemistry already! Muahahahah. Yawnnn I'm turning in tonight early.. Goona fall.. Asleeeeep... Zzzzzzzzzz...

Che - zzzzzzzzzz ~

#54. My kind of perfect.

2011-10-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

Is she the one, is it today, see my future in a beautiful face, maybe

Thank you so much Muhammad Amirul for the surprise, haha. Ok you are really awesome k! (for once!) I really cant bear to even open the plastic :3 I love David Archuleta so much! He's so cute and down to earth, so totally my type! HAHAHA.

Anyways I'm currently posting this post on the Samsung NC110! Weee my Dad bought me a new notebook! So awsome! Its cos he was at simlim sq. ytd to fix a laptop @ saw it on sale :) I'm so happy! wee i told you! Once i get a laptop or my computer in my room working I'd be posting away! Muahahaha. This is like seriously so much better than typing on the itty bitty ipod. So tiny until like half way though i'd be "WTH am i typing LOL." and apple dictionary thinks its so smart ass. Correct my words whenever it wants to! Hahaha my new love Samsung! Out of my way ipod! IM JOKING LOL. I still love all three of my gadgets :P

Today we had many last lessons in school. Since this friday is graduation day, it is also the last day of school. Tomorrow's marking day for the EOY juniors, thus no schl. I think we had Emaths (so sad.) and poa (zzz not sad at all.) for last periods? Oh yeah chemistry also hahaha, I still rmb how Amirul said that Ms Cheong would go cry in the staff room LOL. Cus after we greeted her thank you, she seemed like she was tearing. While keeping her laptop, we were like Ms Cheong! Dont cry and she gave a hilarious reply, "SHADDAP." LOL. Ms Kwek didnt say her last goodbye to us! She's absent from schl today and we all kinda just wasted our time doing nothing when mdm ho came in to relieve the class. -_-... (would have been the same if she did come, anyway...)

OKAYYYY even tho' tmr no school.. I should be getting on with studying. I love you blog! So glad to finally be able to conect with you after so many months of separation! (Reminds me of how class 1/5 cannot spell 'desperate' even when they wanna insult a teacher. EPIC FAILLLL. They spell it as 'desparate' LOL.

KK! Cheers human beings! (Credit to Ms Kwek duh!)

#53. Skyway avenue :^)

2011-10-11T19:35:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOOOO. I'm back again to charge my iPod (went dead while playing w smurf village in the lrt just now. LOL.) and post a quick post.

Well well what was interesting today? HAHAHAHA I just remember playing with abi's iPad today xD its so funny! Tho half the time I was worrying that ms Quek would confiscate it. But all she said was 'even though I may already have an iPad at home doesnt mean I can't make do w another one.' LOL. Guilt tripped by her kind warning. Hahaha. It was so funny cos w the photobooth app we can make distorted pictures lol w the camera.

What else. OHYA I did a TP&L acc successfully today! ~~(With nicolle's help)~~ muahahahah. Time to master balance sheet. Im so jealous of those who has tuition! Gahhh.

Stayed back till 5plus today in school w yh, did physics and like still blur for alot of stuff. -.- I don't even understand the answer sheet! Gg. In the end gave up and did Emaths. Then we decided to leave lolz.

Blablabla and we headed home oh but before that I got 2 packs of that dark chocolate below! (okay, one and a half pack left currently xD) ITS SUPA AWESOME LIKE OH TELL ME HOW CAN ANYONE NOT LOVE DARK CHOCO -SPAM LOVE-

Cheers all~

#52. I say hip hip you say hooray.

2011-10-10T21:38:00.001+08:00

MY EYES ARE FINE NOW WAHAHAHA.

Awesome or what! ^^ it was a little sore this morning and the whole time I was bathing I was wishing so hard that the redness would just go away! And it did! I was dreading going to schl in glasses today. LOL.

THIS IS THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL. I. CANT. BELIEVE. IT! it was just Like the first day of school ytd. Omgoolz. Nostalgiaaaaaaaaa. ;(

Sigh but I'm so happy! I feel so driven to study hehehe. I WANNA PLAY SO HARD AFTER OLVLS. WHO'S WITH ME :D

Alrighttttt gtg mug on Chem. Failed an mcq test today. NOT A GOOD SIGN.

Cheers people <3

#52. Pain pain go away.

2011-10-09T10:00:00.001+08:00

My left eye (your right) is supa red since ytd till today. Can you see it? Looks like I've been crying on only that eye doesn't it. Lol. @_@ please be gone tmr when I have to face the world. T_T Ughhhh!

No cheers!!! :(

P.S. ITS ONLY 1013PM & I FEEL SO LACKADAISICAL AFTER DOING BOTH E AND A MATHHH. but I have to go on.. T_T ENGLISH COMPO WE SHALL NOT MEET ANYMORE AFTER 24OCT. OKAY. BYE.

#51. I was enchanted to meet you.

2011-10-08T21:36:00.001+08:00

Hi to whoever is reading.

Today wasn't a good day. Started off waking up in total PAIN. Idk what in the world is wrong with my body. When other girls meet that time of the month, they won't feel anything. That is so unfair! -.- and then my eyes swelled and stayed red the whole day as if I have been crying nonstop only on my left eye. I don't feel the itch at all but i can sorta feel a bit of it's swelling. I'm just praying real hard that it's not an eye infection. Cus I read an article on the newspaper about this woman who didn't give proper lens care to her contacts. But I wash my lenses squeaky clean all the tine. I should be okay (I hope) lol.

Due to my intolerable pains I totally didn't have the mood to start on any of my work this morning. Hence I took my guitar out to spend sometime. I hate the high E string 'cus my pinky finger totally got no strength to press it down properly. It hurts also but only on that finger -,- oh and i've got to get a capo for my guitar sometime soon. Hmm :/

Tomorrows gonna be Sunday and then it will be Monday again. I wonder how many more Monday's to dread before I PARTAYYY. Hmm I really can't wait. Already thought of a bunch of things I want to do after olevels already. Hahaha :D

Side note: those info on the right column have seriously got to be updated. LOL IM NOT SEC 3 OKAY. IM GRADUATING ALREADY. HAHA.

Gotta mug hard play hard.
Cheers :)

#50. Say okay, say alright. You break me into pieces.

2011-10-07T16:25:00.001+08:00

"When you want a something, you beg for it, find all means and ways to get it. After obtaining it, you love it. But you grew sick of it gradually as time elapse. That's when you throw it aside and forget all the times when it made you happy. Eventually, you repeat the whole process again."

I really miss blogging. Wait till the com in my bedroom is set up/when I get a lappy I'm goona type type type away.

I'm so tired and let's just say that the big number TWENTY FOUR is coming real soon. Today's first period ahneh came again and I felt really motivated by his words. I couldn't comprehend the walls others setup against him. So what if he's paid to motivate us? Onus is on us to accept whatever's given for our benefit. one thing that hit me real hard out of alot of babbling (and spitting) he said, was that once its over its over. Its an opportunity to make it or break it, a once in a lifetime.

Sigh really hoping that I will do well. Ofcourse i mean who doesn't. One of the few things that drive me most is that I want to make my parents proud. Nevertheless, I want the satisfaction most of all. If others can do it so can I? I am in no way inferior than others, God gave everyone the same set of brains.

It is pretty stressful these days and just like what ahneh mentioned, "you won't be alone if the thought bugs you to just give up and go to sleep" I totally feel so relieved after hearing that cus whatever he mentioned totally passed thru my mind like ten zillion times every night. I tell myself that I'm not giving in my best if I can't get B for science. Alright. Enough of that.

Hahaha I have a confession to make, I am addicted to blogshops ._. the stuff they have to offer is seriously so mind boggling that once you start of with a site you'll be jumping sites for like HOURS. I know, bad time of the year. He he the prices thou'.. *smirks* they are awe-o-someeee.

One thing that hit me today, I'm actually quite a loner in school -_- *LOL major no ego muchhh?* no but seriously. Sometimes I feel that I can't really rely on anyone to h2h with, maybe sometimes other than Yonghong. Don't really have that kind of closeclosecloseeee everynight-on-the-phone h2ht till the cows go home kinda Girlfriends this year. And the last year too for that matter. THATS PRETTY SAD. It's not that I have no friends, I do but sometimes there's just this barrier. Or maybe i'm hyper sensitive & I don't share stuff with them often. Idk, simple things like walking, talking. Maybe because my friends that I mostly hangout with are non Chinese. So they'd sometimes talk in their language and suddenly I'd be left out, at the side guessing along~ haha but I'm not complaining anyhoo. They are pretty awesome. But y'know that left out feeling occasionally can be pretty hurting :"(

Oh and graduation day is coming this Friday. I am pretty regretful *woebegone face* that my secondary school life isn't rockin' awesome all the time, though there were many laughters shared, tears shed, pitfalls met, I matured and grew in Greenridge. I guess pretty soon it will be goodbye and I'll be on to met the next phase of my life. Really eggcited but still feel a tinge of longing to remain here. I will miss all my friends and the same four walls and boring uniform we have TI put on everyday. Hopefully we can take lots of pictures on that day! Put olevels to the back of our minds FIRST. :) I'll be back~

CHEERS :D

#49. Freak you insect -,-

2011-10-02T21:06:00.001+08:00

There was this thing that dropped on my head just now, when I flicked it away I saw was it was in my table SOME LONG THING WITH LONG LEGS AND WINGS THAT I'VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE. Now I'm freaked cos that thing is still in my room somewhere. HELP T_T I HATE INSECTS THAT FLY COS IT'S SO HARD TO KILL EM.

#48. ugh what is this.

2011-09-30T18:20:00.001+08:00

I feel soooo tired + I can feel a headache creeping in.. Damn it :( I'm so tired. I want to sleep.. But I can't...

#47. -

2011-09-29T17:54:00.001+08:00

Today was supposed to be a wonderful day of this year.

Yes, it was wonderfully screwed up and ruined. This is the worst birthday in my entire 16 years of life.

Thanks to you.

#46. L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N.

2011-09-28T18:45:00.001+08:00

It's the eve of my birthday and how i wish i can postpone (bloody O's) it to Nov 29. I don't even have the mood to be celebrating :/ damn it. It's goona be my loneliest and most boring birthday by the looks of it.

On the bright side, I'm so satisfied with my humanities score! :D I worked so hard for it & at least got my distinctions for both papers.

On a side note, I really can't stand insensitive people who always roll eyes on my scores. Dont ask my in the first place if they are gna give me that sort of reaction. My results didn't fall from the freaking skies, and even if they meant it as a joke it's really very killjoy. I slog my guts and soul and yet feeling happy for myself is showing off. Aren't they supposed to feel happy for me instead? I'm not even trying to be insensitive :/ but that's the reason why I don't want to mention this. Sigh.

So freaking tired this few days due to late nights eating the textbook continuously. Mugging so hard for Science. Yesterday I stayed in school for PHY like God knows how many hours & the instant that I've eaten my dinner I went to mug on Chem. My total L1R4 (3A's 2B's & 2(pathetic)C's.) is still 2 pts away from my target. And I hope Science/POA can help me achieve what I want.

PROCRASTINATION IS MY BIGGEST TROUBLE. I can deal with the distractions tho'. Sigh I need motivation and don't want motivation driven by fear alone -.- I have to throw my worries aside and study smart. When I receive my Olevel score I want to say I've made it.

Will I? Seriously so afraid and having a huge lack of confidence.

One thing I must say, I really love WangPeng sitting beside me in class. She is so inspirational. And HARDWORKING!! She doesn't give up after failures and in fact work even harder and always humble herself. Whenever I have questions to ask her she will never be ANNOYED and despite the language barrier she always tries to get her message clear and ensure that I understand. That is why whenever she needs my help in maybe EL I'd be more than willing to help her. She is like my constant reminder to guilt my into studying. Sigh it all boils down to the effort she puts into studying. So what if she's a China student? It's not wired in them for them to be so driven in their work. Now I really understand that there's really no such thing as naturally PRC confirm A. It's just that getting an A2 for them compared to us is already enough to make them emo whole day.

The threshold of the battle is in about 30 days. I can do it, because I believe that hard work will reap rewards.

Cheers~

#45. Hardcoreeee Uh-Uh seeeey.

2011-09-27T19:10:00.001+08:00

Lol today we had photoshoot for year book. Was not really what I had expected. Quite a slack day. Got A for Geog. Hopefully SS don't fail me. Currently l1r4 17 if only my SS do well I can reduce that.

Had hardcore physics today & I learnt alot.

#44. :(

2011-09-26T17:30:00.001+08:00

No one understands my disappointments.

I hate it. Don't even know where to look for the bright side.

#43. Cherish the little things in life; for you will soon look back and realize they were the big things. :^)

2011-09-25T18:45:00.001+08:00

Hi guys! Lol today didn't start off well, slept late ytd and overslept this morning! Totally not the best way to begin a new day ~_~ rush like mad and ended up late for Church for a bit with my Dad.

Nothing much today, after Church I did alot of Chem questions for revision. Haha Yonghong said once, "I'll quickly do revision for Chemistry now while I'm still feeling sore about my results" LOL. Its true man. x_x.

Ahhhh whole body aching all over due to stretching (or the lack thereof) during practiceeeee. So goona get used to it! Stupid zul, I'm more fit then him yet he don't experience any pain other than his back... (Beware.. Karma will get back at you for laughing at me.. Hopefully it will hit you all over after I'm done with my pains >:D)

I think I'm too skinny! (*coughs* awesome metabolism no choice*coughs*) HOW TO PUT ON KILOS HUH? :D got Jean Yip Gain Weight sessions anot?

Today's the 25th! THAT MEANS THERE'S LESS THAN A MONTH TO ENGLISH OLEVELS. :S that's reaaaaaal soon.

It's 7pm and I haven't eaten. Hmm.

Cheers <:

#42. Dougie baby!

2011-09-24T17:21:00.001+08:00

Hi guys :D I just got back from training. Was so funnnnnnz love the second song, it's so super upbeat! (Despite the fact that i keep messing up with the directions -partially zul's fault.. but I GOT IT after a few tries ok! Hurhur!) At the end everyone just go "pssshhh" to imitate the sound of splashing water LOL. There's this guy there that is damn funnay, my goodness. LOL i dont even know how to describe it but the way he dance and walk is like so powderful only ah. LOOOOL Sweat like a cowwww.

Yayy, next practise will be on formations. Awesome! <: I want to make more friends! So goona smile at everyone like nobody's business! Who cares! Hehehe. So goona go for night trainings 8) then I have to mug real hard on Saturday. Ohhh man. TwT

Also got my lenses safe and sounddd. Yea man ;) i thought i had to wait very long for the seller but he reached on the dot! Woots. But then for like 45mins I had to travel the whole green line all alone -_- like-a-lonely only! Gahhh. Got to study nao. And try the lenses on soon I guess :) WEEEE such a wonderful day.

CHEERS :D

#41. Hmmm..

2011-09-23T18:02:00.001+08:00

I initially didn't want to update because nothing interesting happened :/

But then again I'm bored so let's! LOL. I passed combined science just by a hair's (width? Or something). Mr Tan's favorite phrase. Lololol. And i've made GRAVE carless mistakes in both combined sciences and emaths. SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF. -.-

I also got my phone back. The guy gave my mum the wrong impression that I used my phone in class/during exam. -.- nonsense leh.

WOOO cant wait for training tmr :D heh heh and I bought a pair of lenses! Hopefully can get tmrrrrz. Weeeee. Goona study nao.

This is a pointless post =_=

#40. Right next to you, :)

2011-09-22T16:43:00.001+08:00

Next 2 you had been playing itself in my head for the whole day. Hmmmm. Bieber fever? HAHAHAHAHA no man i cant even tell if Chris Brown is singing/ Justin B so its the chorus that's catchy ^^

Blogger's so smart for coming up with it's own app. Because i'm updating this blog so regularly :D hee yay.

OH YOU KNOW WHAT, in ytd's update I feeeeergot tuuuuuh mention that I got Gold and A1 for napfa and the CCA thing :) YAYYYYYYY. *celebrates. Isn't it ironic? Some other things I wish to do well, ahem*academics*ahem then I can't. Then those kind of small small (BUT STILL SIGNIFICANT.) things I can do well.

Do I set my targets and goals too high? Goals should be a personal challenge yet achievable, I don't think my targets are sky high?! It's not like I'm aiming to get A average for olevels. I just want what ever potential I have to be shown on my olevel cert. But sometimes people say I study so hard/am too hardworking/try too hard -_- they just don't see the weakness I have for exams. It just won't show. It's infuriating.

Second thing; I got C5 for Chinese. D: !!!!! ANGRY. I memorized so much Bzbd things then I got like what 28/50?!?!?! Pssssssssssssh. You tell me if that's discouraging!?

Sigh I can roughly tell what kind of Prelims L1B4 I'm getting already lah like thaaaat >(

How now :( who's free during level period? Replace me for olevels. I'm so scareddddddddd. Why isn't everyone else? :( I don't want to rely on miracles anymore.. I can already see in my head what my poa results would be like T_T SOMEONE STAB ME NAO.

Sigh, anyho, I don't want to waste anymore time. Own time own target, surely if I put in the effort I should be able to make it.. I don't want to finish olevels, get my results and look back at this post thinking "I should have don't just that little bit more".

Goodluck to me kkkkk. :)

Cheers.

You've got a smile, that only heaven can make.

#39. Oh well.

2011-09-21T17:46:00.001+08:00

Lets just say that today didn't really go well for me. :( Gah, still can't believe I did so badly for Chem. I feel like I've let ms Cheong down.. I'm goona tell myself to get A1 for combined science.. So goona study hard seriously..

I'm so tired. But I think the reason why I'm tired is because I think that I have nothing to do. And that causes me to feel tired. C'mon man just one month down.. Persevere Edna, persevere...

I'm so happy for English though I thought that the mistakes that I made were so stupid. Could have done better for summary tho. (Not bragging -_- what for anyways. No one's reading this except me. LOL) Hopefully can clinch an A in olevels. Sigh but I have this naggy feeling that I didn't do well for paper 1. I think my essay deserves nothing more than an 18 or 19.. First time attempting descriptive essay. Whatever la.. And maths! Seriously hope I can get A2s at least...

Sigh study hard Edna.. Study hardddddd.

Cheers :)

#38. WHY ME.

2011-09-19T16:15:00.001+08:00

Today is SOOOOOO (insert ten zillion O's) not my day. Seriously. I am probably the suey-est person in the whole entire student body of whocareshowmanyppl in greenridge.

I just want to say that MY SCHOOL HAS THIS REALLY REALLY REALLY MENTALLY UNSOUND PERSON who does not have any sense of humanity deep down in his heart, picking on a nice innocent girl like me who did nothing more than what any normal student would do.

That guy deserves to be roasted on a bunsen burner with permanent unibrows drawn on him to balance out the proportions on his face. Slap some humanity into that empty skull too.

I feel better already.

No cheers.

#37. Revival perhaps?

2011-09-15T21:13:00.001+08:00

Heh, it's really been awhile. Lol, awhile is a major understatement xD

I'm just pretty much trying this blogger app on my iPod. Come here nostalgic nostalgic awhile.

I can't imagine how fast time flies. I can vaguely remember those times when I blogged and blogged so much like nobody's business. From primary school till about sec.. 2? it kinda halted from there. Come to think of it, I really think blogging was my daily dose of english practice. My English is failing me nowadays. What a time too. :/

And.. I'm having Prelims right now. Very soon, I'd have completed Prelims and worrying my butt off olevels. I'm really scared man.. I still remember collecting my PSLE results and crying over spilt milk, and then the nerve wrecking first day of secondary school.. Streaming.. Year end exams that drives everyone mad (did it actually?) haha. And now, I'm just months, no, days away from olevels.

I have to cope.. And cope well. Although I already know where I want to go in the future & what I want to do, I still want to set out lifelines.. Just incase~ where can i possibly go if I score above 26? Still must put in alot of effort.

Alright just testing this app out.. Goona turn in now, tmr's POA paper 1. Pray hard miracle happens. Lol.

Cheers.

#36. The time of my life.

2011-01-01T22:21:00.001+08:00

I absolutely ♥ Lapyouths.

Harrow I'M BACK IN ACTION :D

GUESS WHAT! IT'S A NEW YEAR ALREADY! Haha =) Actually I know I haven't been updating much the past year... I guess as compared to primary school/lower sec years I had plenty of time to spare and lesser commitments to other stuff. (I wont deny that I'm on Facebook most of the time that I'm online though LOL) So yea! Time files and suddenly in a blink of an eye, it's 2011 man!

I finally realise that I should do something and since I'm bored.. I'm here ^^ One of the reasons why I haven't got around deleting my blog is cos I feel that there'll be someday when I wanna rant and rant and then in the future I can switch on the computer and read them over and over again :D

Well 2010 had been a really great year, I got to realise how important friends and family are. No matter what happens, someone would always be there when I needed them & I seriously appreciate that. :) This year will definitely be a tough year, especially with O levels like in less than 10month's time. I can feel the stress already. (I know I'm ganchiong lol) Really a great big thanks to everyone who made year 2010 such a memorable year for me.

I guess as a year passed, I probably would have changed, for the better I hope. However there will always be improvements to be made because nobody is perfect. I myself know my flaws and I'll be working hard on them. Many people around me had been great role models and they really rock (Y) Many awesome new friends that I've made also made my year great. I'd like to meet more of them this year! :D

I have already prepared some commitments to stick to this year. I'm even planning on going back to dance!♥ My first practise would start this very friday, 7th January, so hope the best for me ;) Sigh, many ups and downs of 2010 I have reflected on really made me feel like redoing the whole year. But time & tide waits for no man, once it's over, it's already done with. The only thing that could be done is to keep moving on, keep improving so there'll be no regrets. That's one thing i'm working on. On this last year of my secondary year I hope to make the best out of it so I can quickly take my O's and then discreetly burn the school down :D (Haha, kidding.)

I'd like to share some random pictures that made 2010, 2010. :D Oldest of the year to the newest. (I wish I knew how to make a video *Fail)

January,

Feburary,

March,

April,

May,

June,

July,

August,

September,

October,

November,

December,

2010 HAD BEEN A GREAT YEAR :)

#35. BOOOOOOOOOO HAHAHA.

2010-11-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

The whole world knows I haven't been updating. The whole world knows they shouldn't come because they are still goona see that same ol' post. SO WHY ARE YOU HERE NOW? :D Perhaps you're here because you're bored and you've got nothing better to do. Or you're a fan of me. (AH ADMIT IT ALREADY HAHAHA)

Kidding.

Haven't been very active lately in terms of COMPUTER-wiseeeeeeee. Nothing to do what, computer only got what, youtube, facebook and whatnot that can be acessed so convieniently by a PHONE. Heheh but still. I'm here today because I'm downloadingmusicandtheusbisnotworkingandi'venothingtodonowsoimightaswelldosomethingabouthisblog.

Yea, suprise suprise~

Anyway I just returned from a school service learning trip like 4days ago. Haha went to Cambodia for 10days to help a primary school there paint walls, build a kitchen and an eco-garden. It was so so so sooooooo tiring. But seriously I learnt so much from the trip. So ANYONE OUT THERE, if you ever get a chance to do service learning overseas, go for it! You wont regret cause even till now.. I still miss the wonderful aroma of cow dung there.. hehe

Okay so anyway this is not a Service learning reflection so I shan't elaborate.. Let's move on to recent events! Mostest recentest event! BAND NIGHT! Haha was not too bad lah.. When I reached there, quickly rushed to practise all the pieces due to band practises that i missed while I was away at cambodia.. Then suddenly Mrs heng asked me to rehearse emceeing, and then i was like HUH cause I heard that Vincent took my place then i totally relac and dont care alr lol. So quite last minute actually haha. First time experience, crowd abit unresponsive and I paisehed myself dont know how many times infront of so many people T_T I felt like digging a hole and hiding inside forever.. Hai but it was worth it for the experience!

Next monday got class chalettttttttttt! I WANNA GO BUT I don't think my mum is goona let me go :/ HAIYO. See how.. Try to bargain bargain haha.

Okay lah see when I'll be back again to update more. Goona continue force feeding my phone songs. HEHE. David Archuleta rocks! :)

Byebye cheers!

#33. Chemical rush!

2010-08-31T19:05:00.000+08:00

Fly fly away~

Hellou~ It's been so long haha. Don't have the time to update this blog as often as I used to anymore. Tiring.

CT2 period has just been over and done with, working towards Eoy already. Haha. Nerd muchhhhhh! I know I know. No choice, my grades are hopeless & I'm not trying to be sacarstic *ahem. Band this few days has been quite happening. Hoho, had just started on running through Der Vogelhandler. So TOUGH. Ahlala need to practise on that one alot.

& I just got my Jet back from repairing, haha. Miss it soooo much after ten billion years because my dad just refused to budge to the repair shop place which i dont know what it's called. Lol. But yey no more nonsense E71, Hidayah should know how I feel. LOL happy suffering *sniggers x)

Oh yeah there's this song which is so nice and meaningful and everything, so yeah i dont know if this song is old or new or what but I just randomly found it and its SO SO SO worth sharing. It's chinese though.

So meaningfullllllllllll!

Anyway today, in school we celebrated Teacher's Day. Went to school earlier (actually it was supposed to be earlier but I ended up late, sorry Rachel!) to put the flowers and some stuff into the classroom. Headed to the hall for the Aces day dance and had a good time laughing at some silly people doing silly moves. *AHEM

After that had three periods of lessons, Emaths, Geog & Amaths. Unlucky, no slack periods! Haha Emaths was okay, spent one whole period trying to figue out like 2 questions lol. I'm hopeless and dumb emaths. Ahhhhhh. Geog was interesting, watched videos in class & we were told to do reflections on the handy dandy notebook. Amaths, mr ong's lesson. Went through some linear graphs and stuff.. Hohoho...

The fun part! The celebration. It was so well organised and I was suprised by the details cos I thought those performers just started rehearsing like not too long ago. Especially the Kpop dance! Haha I never knew Luting could dance. Hahaha! Mr Ong got all three awards plus the Teacher of the year award. Lol! He thanked his math club members ahhhhhhhhhhhh. ^v^

Haha after the whole thing didn't have time to give out all the roses to the teachers partly because all of them just suddenly disappeared to nowhere. So had to leave with Jan & Lising first.

Went to Lot1 to buy Shihui's gift. After that saw Manjing at the bus interchange and went back primary school together. Met Shihui in the bus and almost couldn't recognise her, haha. x) Pweety pweety already ah! Reached cckps at around 215pm and ohmyyy the school was already closed. So I was saying luckily we didn't get anything for the teachers because it would all have just been wasted. LOL and they gave me that you're-so-budget look. LOL.

Saw ex-school people like Pekkoon, Aishah & Amirah there! Haha they didn't change much ah! Amirah still can remember my full name LOL wootwoot. :) They all end school soooo early, like at 1030 -,- what kind of lousy school of ours, 1plus then release. Lol. Then also saw all those usual cckpian-greenridgeans there, Keryang, Andrew, Shawn, Gary etcetc. Haiyooo I miss primary school la, during those times so carefree. & Only got 4 subjs!

After that we got bored chatting outside the school and we decided to go Lising's house awhile, got free lunch LOL! Her mother wanna rob me, maggie one packet of five at most $2 plus, she said want charge me $2, somemore discounted price of $3! HAHAHA. Went Mega there talktalk and relieve those primary school times. Haha. And Rongcheng! Ahhh like ten billion years ago. (Love that phrase!)

Eat eat talk talk & went home. Here I am now after realising how long I've abandoned my blog. Heheeeeeeee. It's time to say goodbye again. Tata ;)

CHEERS! :D

#32. E-learning day!

2010-07-28T11:25:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

Today is E-learning day = no school! Its torture man. I don't know how long i sat there staring at the list thinking on which to start first :/ At first I thought only mcq click click suan le lol. No lo. Teachers are monsterssssss. Almost gave up when I did Phy then suddenly when I went to submit answers the internet disconnected. Restarted my com twice leh! SO PATIENT.

Haha reminded me of NLS.

E: Shit! My computer internet giving me problems leh hooooooooooooooooow!
L: Shut the computer and switch the main switch off.
E: I think I try restarting...
L: Which broadband you using?
E: D-link.
L: I know nothing about that. If it's singtel de I know. Just throw on the floor.
*Was fixing the internet, finally fine after restarting 2nd time
E: Yes ok already!~~~

Okay lah I better faster post finish needa go back continue. I share share with you guys this song!~ Sigh i cant seem to download it.

DAVID ARCHULETA!
*weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeets!

#31. Singapore International Band Festival

2010-07-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

Hey all! Just returned from school. Had SIBF today and it was fantastic, haha. Can't wait for the results. Hopefully all that we have worked so hard for would be paid off! :) Anyway I'm just here to upload the Racial harmony day pictures. :D

Zul!

Peiying!

YoungSub!

Shimin & Weimin!
We same same :D

Muahaha my ladies!

With Ms Preet-a. LOL.

Syaz!

Onggggggggggggg ah! ^^

Sooooooob!

Weimin!

YoungSub!

The.. Recess group? Lol

:DDD
(Can see Chermaine? LOL)

With Fuzhou students!

3e3! :)

Thanks it! All fingers and toes crossed for SIBF results *wiiiiiiiiiiiiiinks.

#30, Green is beautiful.

2010-07-09T19:29:00.000+08:00

Peekaboo!

:D! Sooo lazy. Hai, okay okay i update! HAIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOL.

School's second week of term 3 just ended! Commontest is comming.. NBC's tmr.. SIBF is comming idk when.. Soooooo many things. And! My phone died. :( The lcd got problem so must use the ugly phone for now.. T_T

Had an amaths test yesterday on modulus and partial fractions, didn't have time to finish! Sian I think I will most probably fail and be imprisoned in Maths Club for life, oh noooooo. Emaths also! No time to finish questions, and the question that i did not have time to do was a money exchange question, super wasted la! :( I think i need to speed up my brain during math tests..

Hasha and I've been following world cup! Was supporting England, but :(. Germany la! It's their turn now. And finals would be Spain & Holland, if Holland wins, it would be quite.. amazing. Haha. I've stayed up to watch the Semi's with my dad! Won't miss the finals for anything.. Haha if Sobna see's this, she'd tell me to stop talking nonsense LOL. Nobody ever watches WC other than the guys =_=

Oh yes! I found my E&Amaths textbook today in the cupboard after 3days of MIA. YAY So happy ^^Oh yeah oh yeah 45th anniversary was a sucess :D Random.. dunno la lol.

Okie gotta go. Still got alot of weekend homework to complete, especially this certain subj, which I wont say cause who knows bthat teacher's reading this. LOL BYE :)

Cheers!

#29. Twenty nine twenty nine.

2010-06-12T18:19:00.000+08:00

Even the cloudiest days seems brighter.

HELLO! =)

Ahem some person lately has been saying that my blog has been dead for sometime so yea yea here I am. Like, who knows when I'll have the mood to blog again? HAHA *Ahem please be honoured! Anyways the holidays so far has been pretty muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hectic. As in in primary school days, *looks at sister* they dont even have to do anything, like they don't even have homework. They do have lah, but it's like e-learning, that's not even real homework! After that then fake fake "Oh mummy I wanna do e-learning it's due tmrw! -logs on to some gaming website-" Haha nostalgic. I miss primary school times. Wait that dosen't mean I do that. Hahaha. Does eating too much barbequeued food give you any kinda disease? I had like three this holdiay LOL

Anyway, let me digress.

DID YOU KNOOOOOOW: The longest word in english is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. Broken up, it's pronounced like pneu-mono-ultra-microscopic-silico-volcano-coni-osis. And it means : an obscure term ostensibly referring to a lung disease caused by silica dust. LIKE SERIOUSLY HAHA. A lung disease? Notice the word volcano inside. *winks. But hey yay man it's the longest word, now you leant something new woohoo. I guess maybe english experts purposely make this word so long, like a way to spread awareness about lung disease which is widely known to be caused by smoking. See what extents people are going to just to tell you not to kill yourself?! You can go burn up your internal organs by doing something more conservative, maybe clean up the oil spill or something o_o"

Anywayyyy. It's been almost half-way through the holidays already. Still got alot of homework and I don't know when to continue from where I left off. Don't really have much time, haiyo. How to enjoy holidays when we needa worry about homework! Haha yah lah yah lah maybe tonight lo.

Don't procrastinate, the price is hard to pay at the end. Lol.

#28. Close your eyes and picture us running away together

2010-05-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

Open your eyes,

HI ALL. I'm back again. Uhm got back 4 papers today. Chem geog amaths & chinese. So for Chinese's the lowest but hopefully paper two can bring my grade up or else I'll. I'll. I'll. *quicky changes topic.

Wooyea. Tmr getting back Phy and Em hopefully. Idk what else lazy go check, but thats the two that everyone's anticipating. Heeheehaahaa.

My Emaths grades are super important, hope it dosen't screw.

ANYHOOZ, let's talk about yesterday! Went to Sobna's house and it was so fun. Pictures from Rachel's fb. *duh LOL (8

Haha that's it. We went to watch The eye 10. At the beggining was the most freaky but Sobna kept laughing so it became more like a joke. Hahaha. Then watched The proposal. Two words, SUPER FUNNEH LOL.

Before that went dabao food up, while waiting for Rachel. Then when she came we all went to crowd at the armchair. Long story, had a wonderful time :) Let's do it again soon! ^^

After watching both movies, went to Limbang park to slack around. Sobna wants to cut her hair for today's class photo and Mingni needs to leave early to find her family. So then we took the bus and split ways. Today Sobna's hair still seems the same hahahah!

Well today, got those results that I mentioned. Only improved in Amaths and the rest dropped. Furthermore I didn't pass mr ong's passing mark. Sigh. Can't cry over spilt milk; can only yearn to improve~

After school today many thanks to Sobna & Rachel for accompanying me to wait for The Cow:

Yep that's you. HAHA. ANYWAYSSS, The Cow finally came and then suddenly Sobna and rachel disappeared! So then The Cow and Zul and I went to buy bubble tea and yea IT happened again! T_T so unlucky. Boo.

Went home after that didn't want to walk around with. That. LOL. Anyways, a random shot from school,

LOL, now then i realised its 'green tea' and her t-shirt, elephaaaaaaaaaaaant! LOL lameoooooo.

Okay I'm so lazy now. Update again soony! \m/ (Wish me luck for phy poa and em please.)

#27. You caught me offguard, now I'm running and screaming~

2010-05-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

Never felt so good to be so wrong.

HAHAHA MY BLOG IS SO ____. (Not goona use the D word before results come out!)
It's true, look when's my last post, almost like a month~ x_x.

Anyways, yay exams are over and the past two weeks was like torture, the textbooks in my room are stacked sky-high. Can't wait to get rid of them back to under my class table looool.

Can't wait for the june holidays! And learning that new piece for band. For the 45th anniversary thingyy. Then start practising that syf song! And that upcomming competition! Woooo. Also looking forward to filming The Unfinished Tune. YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY. Can't wait for later too, goona 'movie marathon' two movies. Two considered marathon? Aiya. Lol!

Enjoy today first. While all the teachers are in school now. Tearing their hair and wondering what happened again. AHHHHH I'm afraid for Phy Poa Em Chinese.

NEVERMIND, enjoying today to the max before the world crashes. Haha.

Bye see me again soon.

Ohyea ohyea ohyea, hey!
Ohyea ohyea ohyea, ho!
You (why not we? :/) are the one Singapore~
Now it's the time here we go!

Beat of the drum!
Feet on the ground~
Shout it out loud~
Make us all proudddddddd.

Haha. *does the you-are-the-one-singapore move.

#26. Dead end.

2010-04-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

Already gone.

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

#25. We are the world.

2010-04-08T18:19:00.000+08:00

Bye.

Heylooooooooooooooooooo.

Firstly, I'M SO GOING TO BE IN MATHS CLUBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB. Ahhhh! Die la the test! It's tlike the same feeling of when I finished emaths common test. SIGH.

Today's speech day! Very happy with the performance today :) Seniors are stepping down but not officially yet! Huixian & Priyankah, goona miss them sooooo much. Shall not continue later my tap start again.

But.. I don't want them to go la. Won't be the same without them. Hopefully the Band's goona keep staying strong.

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#24. Running away dosen't help.

2010-04-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

Let your passion be your profession.

Heeeeeeeez. I'm back.

Just finished doing amaths homework. I uploaded the pictures of the amaths questions for Sobna and it got attention from some people i didn't expect ._. so embarrasing, some of them thinks the questions are easy peasy. ~_~!

Tomorrow's emath test, soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo scared. Pleaseplease let me do well. I really need the marks. I'm goona study for it after I finish this post. Well today.. Chemistry was first, I remember. Did covalent bonding. So interesting! I still owe miss cheong her x4 chem test corrections, lol. I got 10.5/20 for her test. Considered lucky because 10< must copy x6. BUT 4 IS STILL ALOT LA. And I feel that I could have done better. :/ Um geog next, learning the landforms along coasts. TOMBOLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Poa, doing trial and balance accounting. Learnt where to debit and credit stuff in the table. Sobna was telling her stories as usual.. After that recess, eat. Then mother tongue, Justin pigu lah, made me embarrass myself with my noob chinese, thanks! Then english lesson, did a test which was exactly the same worksheet as our homework yestd, which is soooooooooooooooooooooo. Ugh and mdm chia took our class so therefore it was a boring lesson. Was copying chemistry corrections after the test. Managed to complete one only :/

Next, amaths, learnt Remainder and Factor Theorem. Left class 15mins late for lunch and thus didn't have a proper lunch and was so hungry during band. Final rehearsal today.. the stage is always so hot! Oh my. Waited and waited, played the songs, went back, had some issues about percussion stands.. Went back to arts hub, waited and waited and waited, got so bored. Played truth or dare. Nas was trying to be funny but he kept getting scolded by seniors. So we decided to shutup and sit and do nothing. In the end no second rehearsal. So yey go homeeeeee.

Hungry, went to lot1 to have dinner with Yonghong. He was telling me about Emaths. :S ahhhhhhh emaths emaths emaths you suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Today actually was supposed to take the coordinate geometry test one! But then because of speech day rehearsal, mrs ng wants us to come schl early to do the test! TSK, then maybe Mingni might not be comming, (GET WELL SOON BABY!) then idk Sobna, she's goona look for her boyfriend. LOL. Huhz sian, then sian leh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhz. D: !

Okay offtopic. Anyway back to Lot1, I still cant forget this lady whom I saw after going up the escalator. Haha, her shirt say's "Miss Sl*t". @_@ like woah woah woah nothing else in her closet that describes her in a better way? x_x!!!!! While eating nothing to do so read his notebook, so funny. Won't forget thumbdrives anymore~

Went to buy bubble tea. Haha i think now he's used to bubbletea after band already. But my mom said drink too much no good leh. Somemore always double pearl. Pearls cause cancer. But Justin says it causes loss of, ahem, male reproductive uh.. organisms? Lol ._. Yonghong, not scared? Hahahahaha, joking.

At the interchange the queue for 300 was so long as usual because everyone loves staying near Edna. Then Yonghong jealous. LOL. Nobody take that bus cos nobody loves smelly pigu.

AHAHA BYE :)

#23. Examination fever.

2010-04-05T22:40:00.001+08:00

"Will you marry me?"

Hi it's been a long time again :D

Haha got tired of seeing the same old post here for so long. So decided to update abit. Nothing much is going on with life now. Studies, not too bad I hope. Gotta work harder for Phy, Poa and Emath.

Band's interesting. Got a new piece today, and I'm playing xylo for like barely 10over bars of the whole song. Yey. Speech day is comming. Seniors are stepping down. I always wonder how different the band would be without them. Hopefully they'll come back soon and not just leave us in the lurch. *Priyankah HELLO HELLO hinthint* Heh heh. (Prawn laugh, inside joke :b) Haiyaaaaaaa goona miss priyankah so much. Although there was once she MIA for so long, when she's back she just makes things more lively. Just like Huixian. Tsktsk, how's the future percussion goona be? How's the future band's goona be like? We can only hope for the best for now I guess. Priyankah, I promised you I will cry for you during speech day already. Lol! So I wont start now, gotta save up and drink lots of water, on that day Greenridge will meet tsunami ^^

Haiya. Haiya haiya haiya. Mid year is comming and it's driving everyone crazy.

#22. Let's crawl, crawl, crawl, back to looove.

2010-03-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

Gaganess!

Went back early to school today to do amaths. Completed the worksheet yey. Went to have lunch at bpp. At first wanted to have Mac but cos there was a big group of us. No seats. Went to kfc instead. Haha managed to find a way for everyone to fit together. While eating we were talking about some school stuff. Then suddenly idk who started shooting ice. And it was ice war but i wasn't a part of it ^^ hahaha.

Sobna totally drives me crazy. She's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo funneh. Especially he laughter. *Laughs. Took the lrt back to cck with Sobna Mingni and Yh. They were messaging Harshini's brother pretending to be god lol. :/ Anyw went to lot 1 to return books. At the same time borrowed two more. Saw some people from school! Home after that.

Yesterday school went by quickly. Newslink on Earth hour (which i did participate in today! ^^) then Amath log test. I think I'm goona fail. Aiya wont be able to stay out of maths club long anyway. So already mentally prepared to join. Haiiiiiiiiiiiii. Then after that idk what was the lesson. Lifeskills was doing some riddles thing. Our group and Amirul's group won ahaha. Nobody could get the first one, the fishbowl one. O_O.

Then phy? I remember I was telling Yuandao that *ahem. Some people lol don't want face ._. ... Even he suspects it too HAHA see!

Anyhooz. Had lunch at Mac yey yey. Was talking about band stuff, friendships, obs! Haha very fun. Too bad Mingni and Amelia left early. Was talking about Zul, ahem ahem. Toooooooooooooooooooot! Was talking about some sensitive topics till he broke his handphone chain LOL. Soon Yh came. I think after that talk awhile more we left already. Hm, at around 3.

Went home change and out again! I almost murdered myself at home. (obvious exaggeration) shan't elaborate it's pretty embarrasing because those kinda things always happens to little children and Edna is not little hahahaha. Anyways yesterday I wasn't late hahaha. I was on time :p took the loooooooooong mrt ride to raffles (Hidayah, raff-less? Hahahah) then went to look for the concert hall! With Edna around anywhere can be found! ^^ Anyway the concert that we went to was Zhenghua's and their band is actually pretty amazing. The concert was much like Cresent Girl's. sat at the same place where that time we went Cgs's somemore. Hahaha.

Their gimmicks best man. Especially Trombone. And whenever you are going to watch concerts, make sure that you sit right infront of potential amplifiers. They will enhance your enjoyment of the concert by 100000000000000%. LOL just ask Yh who laughed all the way when the amplifier was on full volume hahahahaha.

And ofcourse not to forget Encores which are just what band members do best LOL!!! (Some people will get what I mean *winkkkkkks)

Sigh so tired. I want to sleep already. it's 11:20pm you know lol yawns. Anyway after the concert went to Mac to eatttttt, second time that day! Lol! I don't understand why mac toilets must be unisex! I used to think it's only Fajar! But even popular places the toilets still unisex. LOL. Idk what I'm talking abut lah! Nonsense!

I wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep k byebye post again next time.

#21. Obs peektures :D

2010-03-23T16:07:00.000+08:00

:D!

Two beloved instructors!

Aw LOL miss barker..

Tent pitching on the first day, the first time when I was a noooooob..

COOKING! First time too.

17th imaginary barker. Haha looks like a 5-year-old's work huh? LOL

Before rockclimbing.

See, it was raining.

Our hands after the 8hrs of kayaking.
By clockwise, Hidayah (in the red shirt) , Farah, Mine, Sathais, ok idk who's that LOL forgot oops.

Random shots on the last day.

Sighhhhhhhhh I'm sick at home today and the computer is just too tempting. Ack I hate being sick. I had a fever this morning and then it's subsiding now. Currently my thoat feels like its on fire and my nose's like an exploded pipe. Haha.

Gotta go now. Need to get back to amath. AGAIN. It's been 3 hours.

I'm not hiding anything from you, I need you to trust meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

#20. Killer powder, LOL!

2010-03-21T19:41:00.000+08:00

"No one would ever understand the beauty of leaving home until that moment when he comes back home to his old, comfortable and familiar pillow"

YEAAAA HEY PEOPLEEEEEEEE I'M BACK HAHAHAHAHAHAHA WOOHOOO.

Miss me?! ^^v *sees people fainting with happiness* Before I proceed, gentle reminder: BLOG HITS 1609! Idk how much the increase is but still. Haha. At least the number aint the same means still got people come yeeeeeey.

Yey yey yey lets blog about obs! Ok not ''let's". Let me blog and you shall read! Mwahahaha goona be a llllllllooooooooonnnnnnnngggggg post warning warning! (Just like the good ol' days LOLOL.)

(Monday 150310.)

Woke up like at 5am LOL. Lugged my heavy bag to Lot1 taxi stand, waited for Felicia. Her dad gave me a lift to school. Thanks alot. Heeeeeez. Reached there then Hidayah just reach. Went to find her. Alot of people were already there. Saw some familiar faces. Took attendance and left the school at like idk 7 or 8 plus. My two awesome friends pangseh me in the bus :( Ended up only having earpiece as company. But nevertheless its alright. Last chance I can enjoy music before camp. Hahhhhhhhh.

Reached the jetty place. Got grouped! Was grouped to group two, Barker! <3 Instructor Haizul & Instructor Lang! The 6 of us girls, Puteri, Farah, Hidayah, Fatin, Weiling and Moi! And the 10 guys, Shaiful, Amirul, Salikin, Sathais, Hafiz, Hilmi, Samuel, Kevan, Jermyn, Wayne! :D

Went to take the boat to pulau ubin. At first all so suagu look out of the windows all. Haha that time very excited lo.

Reach there already first thing we did was.. uh i forgot lol. I think we went to out bunk to put our bags down then went to the MPH (Multi-purpose hall) to read the some commitment thingy and pass out valuables. Then.. eat huh? I can't remember but i know we had a meal there. Our first meal had to feed the person sitting across us. For me it was Salikin. Lol on the last day he told me say I never feed him properly LOL. Joker. After that we went to the bunk and had breifing and then appointed some roles in the group. After that packed our tenets and personal bags. Shared a bag with Weiling! :) She's a nice person I met through the camp, so fwendly! ^^

After that we got our bags and went to another place which idk what it's called. The walk there was like so tiringgggggggg -,- the distance isn't far, it's because of the heavy bags! It was like the first time in my life I carried such a heavy load and walk so far. Lol. When we reached that camp site, it was already dinner time. Cooked out food in the meshtin/mestines for the first time. Nice yummy food. From Fatin's London restaurant. Haha!

Setup tents for the first time too! Had so much problem. But then the scout boy so helpful. Help teach us. Haha yea scout boy Jermyn. That night had a hard time to sleep. First timeeeeee ma!

-End of day-

Journal entry: I learnt that teamwork is very important. Also, we should treat everyone (from Barker) as our own family members! Although my group members speaks alot of malay and half the time I wont understand them or share their jokes, I don't blame them but to learn and remember not to leave my malay friends out in the future when I'm with my chinese firneds. :)

(Tuesday 160310.)

Woke up at 6plus i think. Went to brush teeth and enjoy the clean clean bathroom. Er, what did we do after that.. Can't remember.. OH YEAH Physical training. Because the malay people in our group keep speaking malay then our instructors has this language bank thingy. So the money inside will increase once he hears english not being used. That da we accumulated $37. We did stuff like pushups and running. The pushups were torture la. The ground so rough. But out group managed through it anyway! Running was fun. :D

On that day we did our first high element. Rock climbing! I was the second last person to do it. Or instructors told us something like this: "Take it as rock climbing is your occupation and you are all now earning money for transportation for your bags when we kayak. The cost of the transport is $60 and the whole group have to contribute." So therefore everyone had to try and seriously i was dreading my turn. It started to rain, then drizzle abit, then stop again the rain, drizzle and stop. So those people climbing at that time had to struggle. Even some macho people cannot pass the red line. (2metre mark on the wall)

So when it was my turn, actually rain stopped but then it started to drizzle a little. I was like OH MAN NO PLEEZE. Anyway I decided to just give it my best and just climb with every ounce of energy. I struggled so hard la. Hard to find the places where i needa put my hands and legs. Somemore so slippery. I wanted to give up so badly but Insructor Lang and Hidayah were just down below, insisting that I go on. Finally, miraculously, I managed to reach all the way to the top. I was so happppppppy man! :D After that when I wanted to get down, they encouraged me to move further up to another 'layer' around 1 metere above me.

I was thinking, sian nvm just climb lah dont dissapoint them so I just half heartedly grabed the platform above me and tried to pull myself up but to no avail. Then I turn around and told them like "See! Cannot lah!" Then Instructor told me to climb by the side. Then i started freaking out LOL. I realised he was serious and I had no choice la. Although I was so scared but.. I managed it! woohoo! Happy. Going down was scarier but lets not elaborate -.- Form this I finally understand the phrase: "You do not know your own abilities unless you give it a shot and put in your best!" HAHAHA I sound so smug but really la let me have some bragging rights LOLOLOL!!

After that removed the according to yh: 'Retarded wear' aka the helmet and harness... Prepared to go kayaking. Hated the shifting. The Kayaks weighed like elephants. Some with water need like 4 people to share the load. Paired with hidayah. Had to purposely capsize. Ugh water in my nose! (Get it? The joke? Fire in the houuuuuse! Water in my nooooooooose! Ahhh whatever lame me.) Anywayyys yea. Kayak-ed to another campsite. Awesome-mousome.

That campsite was beautiful at night. Alot of stars <3 mah favourite. If only I can pluck them off the sky, keep in my bag bring back home, then splash them across the sky back here in choa chu kang, where everynight i can watch it. Haha. Stupid thoughts but yea, how nice right! Maybe someone should invent star magnet so I can fulfill my wish hahahaha.

Cooked our own food again. this time ate maggie. Was satistfied enough. Sat with hidayah and shaiful along the beach to see singapore lights along the opposite shore. I missed home. But I'm not one of those who cried ok! Edna's a brave girl mwahaha.

Second night in the tent, super alot of ants, but have to put through it and persevere.. I think i can become professional ant murderer. Hmmmmmmm.

-End of day-

Journal entry: On tuesday, we climbed a huge rock wall. At first I didn't believe that i would be able to climb it at all. However after much persuasion, I decided to just give it a shot. Miraculously, i managed to climb all the way to the top-est of the top-est!! I was so happy. Then, we started to kayak. We had to capsize our own boat on purpose. Initially I was afraid. But after trying once, it wasn't so bad after all :)

(Wednesday 170310.)

Morning woke up etc, didn't get to bathe :( So sm-meow-ly. Land expedition today, once again had to carry out havy bags and find 4 checkpoints on the middle of a forest lol. That time the first day was only appetizer according to instructor Haizul. Super tired, I felt like my legs could just crumble beneath me. :/

We only had ourselves to reply on because our insturctors said that the represent the coccon cutters while we are the butterflies. If they cut our coccon and help us out in the easier way, we will die eventually because we are not fully developed. So we had only ourselves to reply on. For this land expedition, I wanna thank some important people who encouraged me alot! Firstly Jermyn! Always so confident in leading the whole group, never fail to askl around if they need help with their load. Nice navigator! And also Samuel! The food carrier haha. Never complained even though he had to carry the food box as well as his own heavy bagpack. I would have died if not for the two oranges. HAHA. Exaggerate. But claps claps for these two people!

Finally we found out 4 checkpoints, went to have our lunch and went to build our raft. Had to change to wet attire in the store where they keep the materials ._. so weiiiiiird. After building raft, was alr so tired. Very hard to tighten the ropes. Rafting was difficult. I was initially the right paddler and it was hard because have to use the strength of my left hand. Then tired siaaah cause the waves pushing us to the right and we have to paddle alot because need to paddle away from shore. The other group Swesen alr so far infront! In the end switch with someone. Sang "Row row row your boat'' to lift out enthusiasm cause all sian already lol. In the end managed to overtake Swesen! Hahahaha. Wth rafting will randomly pop out jelly fish. Scream like AHHHHHH.

After we reached our camp site, had to undo our raft. The instructor caught the same type of jelly fish that we saw in the water while rafting and let us hold. So squishy siah! The baby one super cute lol! First time touch jelly fish. After that we fix up our tents and went to the natural swimming pool! SUPER SHIOK! Jumped off from the rocks into the calm-lake type of "ocean" they call it a quarry ah? Idk what la. Inside go fish eh! haha but so fun! :D Play hold breath with the Wayne they all. Cannot tahan them la bunch of jokers. Jermyn still tired to dance sorry sorry inside there hahaha.

Last night camping outdoors next to a beach. That night was also one beautiful night where the stars dotted the sky and we can hear the sound of waves crashing to the shore. That night in the tent was super hot. I remember that I laid there listening to the sounds of cricket in the trees and the waves. I know when I get back here to home, i wont know when's the next time i'll get to hear such sounds to sleep again.

- End of day -

Journal entry: On wednesday, we rafted and had our land expedition. During the process, we had some issues and quarreled over which direction to go. I learnt that by being open to other people's opinions, we have more options and we can therefore decide carefully where we should head to. While building the raft, each of us had to be assigned to one end and tie the pipes and barrels together with the ropes. I learnth that everybody is important. While rafting, the right paddlers hadf problems because the waves were oushing against us and we were all using our weaker left hand to paddle. Camping outdoors taught me how to appreciate and not to take advantage of lights. The treking also taught me to persevere all the way and the imporatnce of encouragements to keep my group mates going.

(Thursday 180310.)

Early in the morning we got ourself mentally prepared to kayak through 8hours. Actually for me I woke up late. Din't have time for breakfast because still need to help unpitch the tent. In the end ate only one slice of bread. Started to kayak with the help of 4 gods. :) Salikin & Jermyn from Barker and Zul & Ernest from Swesen. They are really good leaders, all make sure that everyopne's fine. However after kayaking for sometime near chek jawak then me and hidayah started having problems. Instructor said we coudln't coordinate. Seriously everyone was infront and we were left behind. I was so scared because hidayah was getting seasick and everybody was infront and i was already so tired to move on. So frustrated until tears flow down. So sick of it and i was getting dizzy too. Thank God at that hardest moment some kind soul came behind and saved us. Jermyn and Samuel! Samuel offered orange skin while i switched over to Jermyn's kayak. He funny lah joker. Managed to make me laugh so much because of his dumb sorry sorry dance. Retard! Idk how but he managed to cure away my seasickness and I felt alot better.

After kayaking awhile more suddenly it rained and that time Jermyn turn to seasick. After that I scared again la. Nobody to rely on if he really cannot take it. Then I tired my best to encorage him!! Or else later left behind again.. same thing repeat i then dont want so....... after what seemed like ten thousand years, we got to our destination! Awesoooome so happyhappy :D

That night fix tent at a damn dark place. Did I mentioned that i'm afraid of darkness? That's why night time in the campsite was so scary for me and luckily in the end we no need to century. Haha. Spend the whole night talking.

- End of day -

Can go home leeeeeeeeeee!

Alright shall stop here. Last day nothing much, also tired of typing already. No mood also. Zz. Bye.

#19. Blah blah blah.

2010-03-14T21:53:00.001+08:00

"So where do we go from here, with all this fear in your eyes?"
Chris Brown - Crawl.

HEY ALL. Yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay. Today is Sunday, tomorrow is Monday, means tomorrow's obs! Can't wait. :)

Have started on alot of my homework ! Cause I didn't know which to start on first - AHA that was a lie obviously did mr ong's amath first but then got stuck somewhere then decided to do others and then I kept do halfway, do another, do halfway, do another LOL BUT! I officially done my Chinese! The book we had to read was awesoooooooooooooome I even finished the worksheet LOL *miracle

Goona be missing three band practises this week :( SAD. Definitely Band's goona start on the Junkyard Jam and Smoke on the water. I want! Tsktsktskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. A friend of mine from Church's school's band's (wow so many 's's. @_@) playing cool stuff like pokerface and Sorry sorry. SCHOOL BAND YOU KNOW, can imagineeeeee?!! AHHHH I'm not jealous. :@!!!!

Anyways, some of my friends left to Fuzhou for exchange programme. Hope they are doing fine there. If only i handed in the form early. Maybe i'm with them now hahaa. I went my primary school one leh last time, pri 5. I think if this time round i go, surely will embarass myself with my low chinese standard lol. :/ Hope they're goona have those kinda china slang when they come back. Especially Quinten. ROFL LOLOLOLOL!!!~

Ahhhlalalalalalalalaa how on earth am I going to get my holiday homework done?

Cheers all takecare. This is goona be my first post for the whole of next week. Yey I bet you're goona come back and re-read this ten million times over even though you know I won't be updating just because I'm that awesome. HAHAHAHA Joking. :D

Oh c'monnn don't be shy, I keep track of my bloghits one okay, it's 1,514 now, let's see the number increase especially my most well known stalker (you know who you are BWAHAHA) at the end of this week! :b BOOOOOOOO YA!

BYE ENJOY THE HOLS MISS MEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

#18. Be optimistic, but face reality.

2010-03-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

One colour is dull without the other

(: ! Back from school, got tired of doing Amath so I'm here now.

Today, nothing much happened. TC, slides were on Tiger Threats. Tigers so poor thing. Disgusted with those people who are soooooo selfish, but then they don't have much choice either. It's probably their fastest and easiest way to gain profit. Did reflection and then straightaway Amath lesson. Did somemore alpha & beta. Was supposed to have test but didn't have enough time. Finally got to see my CT1 paper. At least i know now why i didn't get the marks i should have gotten. Must study harder!

After that was Social studies! FINALLY got back the last of the last-est ct1 papers. Sastistfied with my results :) I expected myself to do worse because last Monday when ms yati made us copy the corrections, my answers seems very low standard lol.

Counted overall *drum roooolls* 66% rounded up! LOW LAH compared to the whole of last year. No choice. Who ask me get grades like F9 and C5?! Hmp! Gonna be better in Mid year.

Ermerm then erm. Issit Lifeskills? I don't know but i like the relief teacher! Better than ris low and this time round this lifeskills teacher looks like winnie the pooh ahaha. Talked about how to deal with a situation when parents get divorced.

Then physics, ah lai didn't come so mrs ng came to take over but all we did was a test so nothing much. Finished early because most of the formulas I anyhow one lol :/ After commontest already clean everything got to do with phy out of my mind haha. Sian after the test quicky started doing Amath then mrs ng left the classroom already I also didn't realise. Quickly ran out of the class find her but she's gone. Lucky last period.

Ring ding dong end of school.. (Or Zul's LING ding dong) went to hand up the phy test and at the same time serve math club. Today was all the way till almost 7 then left school. So jealous of Npcc people! Their camp so fun-filled! Okay during math club at around 4pm, choosing of questions already took almost half hour, went to do an amath test at mr ong's cca area which idk what it's called and it was kinda embarrassing. Failed it because i could only solve 2 out of 4qns. SIGH. After Mr ong settled his thingy with his cca students, went down to study area there again and went through the test questions.

Sobna was asking for a listener to listen to her tell stories. Poor thing mr ong and yong aren't interested :( Then...

HAH NVM. Took the lrt back and Sobna wanted to take a picture of a 'guy'. But it turned out to be a girl LOL. Sobna, wasted lah, so handsome LOL. After that don't know why Sobna started pretending to have the urge to vomit. Super funny and awesome acting skills hahaha. Sobna drives me crazy.

Went to Lot1 packet some food back cause was hungry. Now it's home sweet home! Tmr gonna go back to school for 'saturday club' bwahaha.

Time to get back to math, k thanks CHEERS BAI :D

#17. What can I do?

2010-03-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

When you are confused not knowing what to do..

HI ALL. I think I owe this blog a long post lol. Oh yeah I changed my mind, don't wanna post up my results because I'm not proud of it at all. Goona work harder for the next exam. I'll said that I'll study hard if my appeal from e4 to e3 succeeds, and I am going to keep to my words. Not going to waste this chance given! And also to prove your words WRONG, that I'm NOT just an appeal student.

Nothing much lately, just stressed especially over maths. Everyday in school, poa, phy, emath, amath. Then? Poa, phy, emath, amath again. Then on and on and on and ooooooooooooooooon. Then band also.. desperate for the holidays now, even though some teachers already 'warned' us that during march holidays, don't need to think of relaxing or enjoying because mid year will come faster than we think. That's why i'm worried because if got any extra lessons, i wont be able to attend because of OBS. Hopefully it's going to be worth it!

Today just had chinese fu zhu du ben test. Should be able to pass if the answers i gave didn't go out of point lol. Potato said something about e3 switching class? I think is combine with e4 if i'm not wrong. Woohoo ofcourse that's good news la. We stay in e2 keep letting him look down on us non-e2 students! Somemore never fail his common test lor!

Then.. tmr got Phy half hour test. Then cause I failed Mr ong's passing mark for Amath, next week got another retest. See? What's the difference between before and after CT1.. Still got so many tests tests testsssssssssssss..
..
AND I've thought about it these few days.
..
Whenever you dislike your subject teacher, you'll possibly have a higher risk of ~~failing~~ not doing well for the subject. *Hinting teachers that i did badly for. Haha joking. Because if don't like teacher = not interested in what he/she has to say = not focused in class = don't bother to clarify doubts = fail subj! SEE! But looking it at this point of view -> Don't like teacher = teacher always picking on you not believing you'll be able to do well = more motivation to work harder to prove to the teacher = pass with flying colours! Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Okay that's nonscense i'm just contradicting myself but my point is it's different by how you look at it lor. I don't know I'll try to love potato and ahem more. I'll show you that i can get b3 for both subj! Just you wait muahahaha.

Mr ong said, "Don't give up, work alot harder". Even though my emath is @#$%^. Don't get the wrong idea he dosen't teach me emath. If he did i wouldn't be in this state in the 1st place.

BYE ALL CHEERS LALALALALALALA

#16. Monster!

2010-03-02T20:43:00.001+08:00

So we'll flyyyyyyyyyy~

Hiyo sup. Uploading something for a princess and I'm going off.

Awesomeness. Here it is, be touched and cry into a bottle and show me tmr, miss.

Exam results not up to expectations. Still got Amaths and SS then i'll post up my grades.

Cheers all.

#15. Cannon!

2010-02-27T17:58:00.001+08:00

Munchy crunchy.

HI ALL! I'm back! Muahahahaha.

Mother tongue, English, Social studies, Phy, Emath, Chem and Geog papers over! Still got Poa & Amath to go! Woohoo can't wait for the time when we finally get everything over and done with! And now's only term 1 :( I'm veryveryvery worried for emaths and amaths and poa BOO. Monday is like doomsday LALALALA.

Hadn't been a very fun week. Hmm. Hopefully my essay for english can secure me a B grade since Ms chong said very hard (aka impossible) to get A so yeah i'm prepared! Shouldn't have chosen to do Courage in the first place. Considering the fact that i lack courage LOLLLLLLL lalalalalalalalala.

Today went back to school for Mr Ong's amath test. I think i made alot of mistakes. I don't know. Hopefully i will understand by monday cause the common test's in the afternoon, goona mug hard........

And..

HAHA. So funny when you compare it to the original version. :b I think i prefer this to the original version leh LOL the first part itself also can make my 'hair stand' already hahaha.

Cheers all! Goodluck for the last common test papers! Work hard work hard because Edna is trying her best! :)

#14. Yiruma.

2010-02-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

Kiss the rain - Yiruma.

River flows in you - Yiruma.

Look at how he plays with so much feeling. He dosen't even have to say anything, you can just feellllll it..

It's the common test week now! Just had English & SS paper. Shan't jinx it. Hopefully I'll get at least a B for both? ^^ Tomorrow's break and Phy & Emaths. Pray hard for meeeeeeeee.

And.. I don't have anything else to say. I know my blog's being pretty dead recently. Nothing to say hai.

Cheers bye, goodluck to all having exams now. Study hard while you can! No use regretting once it's over..

#13. Liar liar.

2010-02-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

Mingni, wo yao ni de ai! LOL

Just updating, rushing through my emath worksheet now. Btw, CNY concert kinda screwed for me. Lalala.

Yonghong is becoming impure. (LOL Singapore love links.)

Don't fake I know you'll read this HAHA.

#12. Giving up.

2010-02-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

Firstly it was my family, then it was stressing about schools and examinations. Now I have to give up two of my very good friends. And I don't want to lose the third.

Why, must all these happen? Recklessly, we just lose everything. I don't want people to fight, because of me. I rather the two of you hate me all you all want. Whatever okay. I'll just take it all in, and NO, i'm not trying to act asif i'm so "heroic" or whatever. Just blame it on me if it brings peace.

Life's been pretty messed up, luckily I have one last person to turn to.

#11. Don't bother.

2010-02-07T17:22:00.000+08:00

It's greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen.

HEY ALL. Just wanna post up something quick before I go back to youtube to hunt for music :D OH YEAH OH YEAH! HAHAHAHAHAHA Amirul here here this is for you:

HAHAHAHA I totally laughed my butt off! You guys thinking I'm crazy yea? LOL! Its like this, last saturday after doing math in school, Felicia, Amirul and myself walked tgt from schl to bpp for lunch. Then we were talking about this stomp thing, and then we were guessing his name, and then we said Tim? Nathan? And we side tracked to Hi5, then to blues clues. We were totally high and kept singing the theme song LOL! I loves blues clues when I was young man! I like the part where Blues go on the thinking chair and "Think! Think! Thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiink~" LOL.

Okay whatever I'm lame lalalalalalalala.

Amirul! You wanted to know the Mail song right! Here here!

and this! LOLLLLLLLLLLLL I can't stop laughing.

Mail time x3, that sounds like it's! Mail time! Here's the mail, it never fails. It makes me wanna wag my tail, when it comes I wanna waillllllllllllllllllllllll~ MAIL TIME! ROFLLLLLLLLLLL.

Okay enough about Blues Clues LOL. Today went to Church. Eh nothing much. There was a baptism today and teenage class celebrated Feb babies! Happy birthday to Jeshua & Mitchell in advance! ^^

And I have a really baaaaaaaaaaaad feeling about tomorrow. Btw fyi. I survived 25 school days without geting into math club. Rofl. I'll when I get the Indices test back tmr. Ah.

Cheers all! Back to youtube :D

#10. Perfectly imperfect.

2010-02-05T16:40:00.000+08:00

"When the last matchstick burns out and all is gone, then you can't even apologise anymore."

Hi all. Today's pretty much boring. Lots of homework though. Common test's around the corner. Like really around the corner. Lol maybe it's already in my face. o_o. I'm worried for maths, especially Add. I really don't know how to study for Math. Log and Indices suckkkkkk. By doing questions i encounter so many different types of problems. Then I always never learn from my stupid mistakes!

Ahh. Next week's goona be break before CNY. And the week after is CNY week. THEN is common test. I didn't have an idea that it'll be so near! Friends, study hard.

And sorry about yesterday. I tried to hold it all till the end of the day, had to let all of it out. But thanks to Mr ong although he wont be reading this. Sorry about your loss. I wasn't brave enough to tell you that face to face. And I realise alot more now. Sorry to ruin percussion's mood.

Indices test today, did more questions than i expected i could do. But I know i failed the 75% criteria anyway. I don't mind. Math club seems to be helping alot of people.

Hah think thats all? Oh yeah. Today's the day that our CNY deco & hamper's being judged. It's 5:08 now so the judges are probably looking at the different classes now. Heh all the best e3! Hopefully all our efforts will pay :)

Cheers all.

Hey dad look at me, think back and talk to me, did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time, doing things I wanna do, but it hurts when you disapprove all along.

And now I try hard to make it, I just wanna to make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you. I can't pretend that I'm alright, and you can't change me.

Cause we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry I can't be. Perfect. Now it's just too late and we can't go back, I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

I try not to think about the pain I feel inside, did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me, now you seem so far away. And it feels like you don't care anymore.

And now I try hard to make it, I just wanna make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you. I can't stand another fight and nothing's alright.

Cause we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry, I can't be. Perfect. Now it's just too late,
& we can't go back, I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said, nothing's gonna make this right again. Please don't turn your back, I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you. But you don't understand.

Cause we lost it all, nothing lasts forever, I'm sorry I can't be perfect. Now it's just too late, & we can't go back, I'm sorry I can't be perfect. Cause we lost it all, nothing lasts forever, I'm sorry I can't be perfect. Now it's just too late, & we can't go back, I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

- Perfect by Simple plan.

I really can't be.

#9. Perkypercs! =)

2010-02-02T21:01:00.001+08:00

I want band workshop again! 8)

Heylooooooo! Hahaha didn't expect a post today did you! It's just that oh well. Chinese homework brings me here :D

Heeeeeeeeeee. Sunday had Church and in the morning at 7am plus there was a HUGE group of people outside lot1 entrance and they were all chating 'open' -.- Gosh, the SHINee thingy does do some people major brain damage yea? :O After Church then went to Causeway point with Syd & myself with our mum's. The foodcourt there really changed alot! And I miss woodlands :( My childhood memories! I still remember a group of us always play at the staircase area. Aw now all lost contact.

Then after lunch mum's went back & syd and I went to Civic center to help her research her stuff plus intended to get books. But in the end never cause nothing caught my interest. Haha. Saw a photo album sort of book and it's really super nice! After that went to have Mcflurry woo :D!

Monday. Eh I can't remember anything. Just know thaaaaaaaaat, Chem and POA test hmm. Chem got back already, happy with my results! And ms cheong gave the sticker in green! HAHA smart smart! And geog test also got back already, also very happy with the results! AND MR CIYUAN, THAT SHOWS THAT I DONT STUDY UP TILL 12AM FOR NOTHING OKAY! Soreloser hahahahaha.

Wait till i get poa test back and i'll smopther the paper in your face! (Haha joking. I'm naise! Anyw I'm not confident for poa -.-)

Yesterday's band. Mr yeo kept commenting on my awesome drum skills. HAHA. No lah. He said that I play base drum not interesting enough. I'll make it really interesting alright! ^_^

Todayyyyy, hm. nothing much lah, got back a few test papers as I mentioned. AND. I goota stay back tmr to re-do the class hamper! Keep your fingers crossed for 3e3! =) Oh yeah! Cross your toes for me also (haha so funny. I wonder how anyone can do that) for my upcomming Indices test. Because I don't want to go math club please please please pleaseeeeeee. I don't think this time round I'll be as lucky as the surds test. 75% exactly spot on mr ong's criteria. Ah stress.

Lol english lesson was funny due to Ahmeru. Talking about keploink and the bgr thing. Topic for our journal. Today, i found out that Ahmelu has 77 girlfriends which is like one day change one and! He loves the number 3! TH-ree okay not tree! ROFL and the ballz joke.

Band. Went late as I was helping out around in the class. For the deco. And went to e1 to spy them! Haha their hamper naise lah! Don't care e3's will be nicerrrrrrrrr! Waited for Sab & zul then went up to band. Then cause my section was 'slamming' (me & mingni's term! LOL) in the vocal room (they actually changed it to a higher class name lol!) so went down to pei mingni do homework. I think I really deserve to be there -.- my math standard is like lower than hers. BUT I DONT WANT TO GO LAH LAH LAH LAH. I think cross toes not enough haha.

Okay lah. Better get back to the chinese homework.

Heeeeeeeeez. Cheers.

#8. JLS faints

2010-01-30T19:07:00.001+08:00

This is how I feel today.

My headphones aren't working well today :( One quick post- gotta complete homework.

Have updated blog music. WOO 5 AWESOME SONGS ON SHUFFLE :) I guess there are many more but i just dont have the time to put them all in. Lets see how long these 5 songs will last yea! Haha.

Everybody in love's remix totally rocks right HAHAHA I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Woo awesomemousme. I'm totally in the mood for math now! Byebye :)

wont say a thing, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

#7. You and me are sinking like quicksand.

2010-01-29T20:41:00.000+08:00

Woo!

Today's friday. So what? I'm not enjoying friday like how i used to. Still got so much homework to do and so many things to worry about. Fridays this year don't seem as enjoyable as last year's. This year, friday night come back also must chiong maths. Aku goona die if aku just see one more number.

I'm so tired and yet I can't rest. And this is only the start of sec3 life. What will happen this time next year? Gosh...

And you. I'm so sick and tired of you. Zz. How can I let you know without hurting your feelings? Whenever I try to shun you, I'm afraid that you'll be hurt. But when I don't it's like so ugh! Why must you do this? OH AND SPEAKING OF THE DEVIL, my phone just vibrated with your message. Goodness! I feel like switching back numbers so that I can't let you know how i feel but i can't because i'm supposed to be. You know. Someone else.

I think I have to get back with maths because I'm not going back to school anymore tomorrow.

And.

I don't think I feel like blogging anymore now.

#6. Mr. Bob!

2010-01-27T20:24:00.001+08:00

First of all, WHAT HAPPENED TO "EVERYBODY IN LOVE"?!!!!

I'm utterly shocked. Hahaha. (Yeah I just contradicted myself LALALALALALA)

Anyhooz. Yes I'm back yay! FINALLY, after three weeks, oh fourth week, one awesome day without homework! WOOHOOO. Also not exactly no homework lah. Got POA worksheet and Phy worksheet but who cares! It isn't due tomorrow HAHAHAHAHAHAHA See how no-homework makes me happy. Heheheeeee.

Anyways yea think i won't be able to post. Much. Or as often as last year. Last year was seriously soooooooooo slack. I can't even find time to relax once i get home. CCA commitments and homework. I hope this will only go on for the beginning of sec3! And! Anyone who's expert in POA?! I need someone to reiterate what cai has been mumbling about in class for the last three week's worth of lessons! SERIOUSLY, what's the matter with all those chimmy wordies?

AND! I've got a new best friend, haha. It all started from a phonecall. His name's Mr. Bob! He looks something like this:

LOL Obviously this is an understatement. But still, my art is complimentable HAHAHA Ms yati will agree with me, right! ^_^

And i bet no one ever comes here anymore (uh, idk how to rephrase that, aiya don't care. Later some people thinks i'm trying to flaunt my english, ~_~ zz.) i don't really expect anyone to come here either since i post like once in a week or longer. So yea let this blog die. I'm goona close it down till i'm more settled.

[Edited]
Oh! About today.
I realised that I forgot something super important.

MINGNI BABY HAPPY 15th BIRD DAY.

What I wanted to say is in the card already :) Stay happy stay high.
God bless you, study hard. =)
I still love green but for you, I scarifice part of my post today in red for you! (Wah I can almost see tears of gratitute in your eyes, don't cry, I fully understand how you feel hahahaha.)

Went to Deli @ Lot 1 today to celebrate Mingni's birthday. Lising, Michelle, Felicia, Zanda, Yihui, Dorcas, Myself and the Most Important One was there. Was an enjoyable meal thanks to Zan and Yh's horney numbers. LOL. 6965 woo. Super funny laugh until stomach pain. Some overdue pictures? (Mingni mingni mingni - in Amelia's accent worz! - Take the pictures from here! ^^)

69ND! Shhhhhhhh secret!

Oops didn't mean to upload this -.- Anyways since it's here! Bubble tea, multicoloured straws! :D

Chemistry! Crystals. Haha Copper(II) Sulfate!

[/Edited]

OKAY! CHEERZ.
Mmm what did you say? That you only meant well?
Mmmmmm what chu say~ We've come to far to just let it end like this~

#5. Earlie Birdie.

2010-01-17T10:59:00.000+08:00

I see stars.

Hey yo, yes it's Sunday and I'm at home, cos I'm sick and I can't go Church service. Sucks :(

Anyway, I wanna share with you guys a dream I had within two hours. (7am to 9.15plus?) When I woke at 7 due to my alarm and at 9 something due to Zoey's phonecall. The dream's super crazy. When I woke up, I quickly keyed in the dream secnario into my phone, cause I know i will forget haha.

First, I was at msn and then suddenly everyone 'happy birthday'-ed me when it was like only January? @_@ And then afterwards, after bathing I went to dry my hair infront of a mirror, then suddenly the mirror became a scene where this guy, (HAHA you can't believe who I'm not saying either but why of all humans on earth, HIM? -.-) who was also drying his hair, suddenly has this super awesome hairstyle lah! LOL then idk why, I went to my computer and checked, that person's msn status was in Idle mode. So in my dream I was thinking, oh yea maybe still drying his hair -.-! LOL Weird right, then afterwards when that person came back, we were aruguing about some chim words? I don't understand also lol but then in the end i didn't ask about the hair because i realised that idk how to explain how I 'saw' him in the mirror :/

Next, the most retarded one, I was in a classrom with all the 3e3 people. Then afterwards a teacher came in with lots of little kids and said that the whole class is going to retake school from pri 1 onwards, WTH MAN! LOL then afterwards she told us that whenever she comes in, we needa take our workbooks out, and follow her all those. LOL. I still remember, the teacher was going through some addition thingy and the answer was 3682 (Hey just nice 4 numbers, anyone? 4d? hahaha.) then there was this kid who asked, 'what's a 3682?' and the whole class laughed? -_- Then then the teacher told those 3e3 people that even if 3e4 and 3e5 split class, we 3e3 people cannot go and learn sec 3 stuff, then something something blahblah only during lunch? Can't remember -.- Everyone was so calm and only Amirul gave me the wth-is-going-on look LOL.

I still can't tell if it was a nightmare, though. I was just super glad when that phonecall from Zoey woke me up. It seems so surreal. What if it really happened? Retake from primary one? I'll die man, lol.

Anyways earlier on in the morning I was helping my mum wrap the springroll. You know you know, the CNY one. Yummy :) OH YEAH to any 3e3 people who's reading this remember to bring the CNY food item tomorrow hor! Give me face lah.. Hahaha. I bet like even if anyone will bring. Maybe only less than 5 people will -.- Hai.

Cheers.

#4, You are not alone!

2010-01-15T18:11:00.001+08:00

It dosen't feel good.

Hello all!~ Finally can use com la! Ohmannnnnnnn tahan very long already :( One good awesome fantastic news: I'M CHANGING SEAT IN CLASS! YES MAN. YES YES YES.

Btw, credits to Zul:

Fireflies acapella cover! Awesome man.

Down's acapella cover, super nice also! So many parts la..

Miley Cyrus's The climb acapella :)

Jason Mraz, I'm yours.

Whatcha say acapella :)

1234 - Plain white tee's, yeah acapella once again.

Lady Gaga acapella multitrack, just dance, poker face, chillin & paparazzi. 8)

Crush's. Made me laugh, hahaha.

Okk, that's it for now, I realise that i've goota go, byebye :)

#3. Thwee~

2010-01-08T22:22:00.001+08:00

Hold on.

New year's (late) resolution: CUT DOWN COMPUTER TIME.
(I think I'll be able to stick to this naturally.)

=) HELLO. 158 page loads after my second post LOL awesomenessssssssss. Okay, I wanna apologise for not updating :(

Well, reason being that everyday come back from schl, there'll be tons of things to do and then there won't be even time for me to rest :( Especially days with band. But at least for these few day's practices, we are being released alot earlier? like 45mins? =O

Okay, since I'm on the topic of band then I shall talk about that first ._. Eh, have been working on Alvamar 70% and Best friend's march 30% lol. KIDDING, I admit lah, those two songs hardly sectional on it. Base drum and Crash?? Impossible, unless i want to irritate all the others who are doing sectionals in the same room, like what SOME PEOPLE love to do! Lol! Joking.

Anyhoooooooz, wanted to say that percussion will be performing for CNY! LOL Xi xi ha ha. I like how Mingni say it. LOL. Okayokay, that's all my craps for Band.

SCHOOL! Awesome, love it -.- My class, hai. Teachers, haaaaaaaaiiii.. Homework, HAIIIIIIIIIIIII.. BUT! Mr Ong's my form teacher! That one I'm really super happy about it, lol! He's my amath teacher too! Yay ^^ I like social studies too, ms yati is super cute lah! Sri Lanka seems interesting.. Sinhalese? HAHAHAHAHA.

Geog does seem interesting too, rivers :O (I think I just sounded retarded.) At least it's more interesting than sec 2 syllabus, all those dry topics like idk what plantation thingies lol.

Now I wanna complain. I've got amath & emath worksheets, physics homework (mr lai seriously needs checkup at IMH, his homework super ALOT.), mother tongue finished! :D Oh and there's supposed to be an english test next monday, but my list is in the english book and the book is somewhere under my table so therefore = unable to study = higher possiblity of failing another test this term.

Speaking of failing tests! I failed my first test of the year today :( BOOHOO. I can't do fraction simultaneous equaions T_T I'm scared. I'm goona study hard for that topic. I'm goona pass that test Mr ong's goona give us next monday.

Just you guys wait! :) CHEERS~

#2. Killjoy, totally lah! -_-...

2010-01-03T20:25:00.001+08:00

Heyo. I just realised something which really killed my excitement for school. Really, I'm so not looking forward -.- And. I wish ong would be teaching 3E3, seems not :( Hai, I don't think I can survive maths without him. Really. Oh maaaaaaaaannnnnnn.

Hope tomorrow's sec 1 cca orientation's goona be awesome though. :D Hai, so going to miss 2E4. I hope there won't be any self-introductions tomorrow please. :( It will make the whole thing weirder. I hope that e3's goona have awesome teachers like Benson Lee & Ong.. :/ And Queck who always says, "Everybody go back to your own seats now!" Rofl! And cheng.. detergent! HAHA. And Yeo HA! LOL. Happy memories of sec 2. :( So saaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.

Btw, i don't think i'll know much people from my class. Sigh.

#1. Happy new year! C:

2010-01-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hello peopleeeeeee! Why must I start my new year post with an apology T_T. NO CHOICE. Sorry everyone, I broke my promise of posting on 1st Jan. :( But anyway, yes I know i'm going to regret this but.. I don't know HAHA. I spent ages on this alright. (Know what I'm talking about?) -_- HAI. Okay blurtoots, I've to make this fast. Shall post up a quick post! :D

okay, 31st's countdown! After mid-week service went over to JCOC by Benjamin's car, woo thanks! Reached there and Syd mistook someone for Eugene, super funny la LOL. (Speaking of the dervil, she just got online OOOOOO:) Went in and met everyone and stuffs, guess what we played first? Omjiji la! :D HAHAHA What better way to end off a year than that awesome game, I shall remember that om ji ji was the last game that I played in 2009 ^^

Had devotion and didn't bring my bible, so shared Crystal's. Pheobe was being childish as usual! :p Haha, then after that we counted down! :) Sang 'To God be the Glory', then afterwards cheered! Then sent out messages, Janelle was showing off to me that she can send out messages while i can't! So all those lucky people who recieved my new year message -5/+5mins of 12am, you luckyyyyyyyyy! Haha :D Afterwards, we had to go around writing people's new year paper! Haha, 80% of those that I've written has this sentence, : "Although I don't know you well, ......" LOL. Because most of them are from JCOC ma, haha.

Stayed up the whole night, really! Played taboo, some new version which includes a board. I've got a few pictures but I can't upload them now, next time lah! :D HAHA I still remember Pheobe's drawing of the wheelchair, damn funny lor! LOL. Okay, I can't remember what else we did. The boys were playing Risk, and i found it super familiar! THEN A BELL RUNG IN MY MIND LOL. It was that time Yonghong told me, some board game that he got addicted to. I didn't understand the game la! Especially the 3 cards thing? Haha but the conquring part is funny. Lol.

What else did we do? Hmmmmm. Oh ya i forgot cluedo! LOL. We played that, yea. It was funnnnn, but there was one last clue that we didn't get! Medalene qi pian-ed our gan qing lor! :( The clue was, "This is where I keep my tupperwares" and it's at the Kitchen, which is like possibly every single cupboard there LOL. In the end, it was at one of the shelves, under the thingy which idk how to explain so lets just pretend you understand what I meant kk ^^

I found 2 clues, one was at the pew, the other was while we were running down the stairs and my fingers just brushed across it, lol! :D TEAM PURPLE \M/ (Although due to some weird reasons, I'm red.. They ran out of purple glowsticks. )8 )

Went out to makan twice, haha. Couldn't finish breakfast. Morning 7plus went back to LAPCOC. Me & syd couldn't take it already so we went to sleep and didn't join Clara & Serern to accompany Benjamin for breakfast. Regretted sleeping at the direction of the aircon, got blocked nose through out the whole Thanksgiving service :(

Kept nodding away during prayers, need alot of will to stay awake... @_@ After service, went to Amk hub with mum to walk around. Then went home after that. Slept from 5pm to 9pm la! Mum woke me up at 9pm, and I was still half-dead, asking her where we're going lol. Thought morning already.

Skiiiiiiip, today slept till idk what time -_- super tired. Went to meet Yonghong at Lot 1, cause he needed to borrow something, in the end didn't cause ehem, shan't mention.. Plus intended to do homework, did till halfway. Haha. The girl that he was planning to meet to give his gerbils away.. LOOOOOOL. Funny, but she was friendly la. Like, first time meet then can chat already. Hard to find people like that you know? HUH YOU KNOW, YONGHONG? LOL!!!

Inside the library one more funny one. There was this aunty who asked us for help for her laptop. She was attempting to access a online dating site -.- Won't elaborate, but I was holding my laughter throughout the whole thing, while yonghong was so calmly trying to fix the problem for her........ Hahahaha!

Had to leave at 4pm, so got home and got on here! Have been working on this till now! Especially the links part! First time so happy to see Zul's name, cos it was the last one LOL. :D Tomorrow's church, and someone's leaving to malaysia to enjoy, ohman! :/ Then, after tomorrow, schooooooooool! OOOOOOOOH The horrors of horrors -.- POA's textbook is totally...... @_@.

Okay cheers people :D Gotta go already! CHEERS, bai :)